Miss Pathetic

~29~ Almost breakdown

I know it's been a super long time since I updated and I don't even deserve the 10k reads but thank you so much guys ! I know I lost many readers but those who are stull reading this, thumbs up and hats off to you. I love you. It's just that studies have been really really hard on me and I have a lot of pressure on me with exams, homework, etc. Now I dont wanna waste your time anyways, so here you go. Enjoy :

"I had a wonderful time, mum !" I gushed and hugged her tightly. Two weeks had flashed by so quickly. It's true that time passes by swiftly when you are having fun. I reconnected with my family a lot over this short span of time. Now Bel and mum knows my situation. My heart longing for those two beautiful men. Louis William Tomlinson and Liam James Payne. Yet, the only advise from both of them was

"Follow your heart Pathy. Your heart will give you the answer you want. We cannot. Only you can find the answer within yourself"

Quite an advice , I am telling you. Hearing your best friend and your mother say something so deep and meaningful sometimes wakes up something deep inside you. (Thumbs up to those who guessed the lyrics and song name in this line)

Luke has been such a good friend these days. We have been talking, hanging out, playing video games and doing all that stuff just like old times. I have also come to known that he likes Bel. While I was gone, Bel and Luke spent some quality time together. I am so shipping them ! I could already hear the wedding bells and see the picture of me being the maid of honour on their wedding day !

And then Luke told me not to get too ahead of myself and that they are not even in a relationship right now.

I'm telling you, I sulked when he said that. Damn that stupid guy.

It though is kind of a bit weird seeing your ex-crush with your best friend, but, they are cute. And I approve of them. Luke is a good person and I think Bel is meant to be with him. So I have been playing the match-maker here, trying to bring those two together. Which reminds me of the time when I used to have a crush on Luke and Bel tried to bring us two together.

Oh, how tables have turned.

I also catched up with Jake and Emily. She comes everyday here.While I can see Jake getting all jealous there at the end that his girlfriend is paying more attention to his sister than him whick makes me laugh quite a lot, I can also see how genuinely Jake and Emily adore each other. Emily is really a very polite and charming girl. It's good to see my brother has got a good choice.

"Bye everyone !" I waved at them and they all hugged me again. Tears were prickling in our eyes. I am going to be away from them again.

"I had an amazing time with you" Luke grinned and I smiled back.

"We have to go now Pathy" Harry looked at me and smiled. I nodded. The guys had already said sad good byes to their families.

"Yeah, let's go" I spoke out, my mind somewhere else.

"Cheer up ! We're going to Paris !" Liam enthusiastically said as we stepped into our private jet. That lifted my mood up a bit.

"I am quite excited. I have always wanted to visit France"

"Well, then you should be happy. You had an amazing time with your family and now you are off to France to sing in front of thousands of your fans" Niall pointed that out. These guys surely knew how to be positive.

We all settled into our seats and the plane started to take off.

"You guys have this positive aura around you. Now I am feeling better" I thanked them and turned my Ipod on to listen to some songs.