Miss Pathetic

~9~ Not a directioner ? damn ...

Hey guys :) , you know how fast I have been updating. I update one chapter every day. That was because my winter holidays were going on and now I have to go back to school. So maybe because of all the homework and school shit, i won't be able to update THAT frequently, but i will try my best . reads are going good i guess .... i mean 317 reads is pretty good right? Or not ... i am bit sad. When i logged in Wattpad , i expected 400 or something but nothing was new. I have gained no new readers. If you want to help me like a  good directioner sister, plz go and promote my book here and there . thanx :) love ya , enjoy:

"What is a 1D teddy doing on your bed?" 

"Is that a 1D merchandise I see?" 

" Are you a directioner ??" 

"OMG, you are my directioner sistah!! I am definitely voting for ya :)"

"Uff, you support that rubbish boy-band? I am so not voting you ."

I was pretty happy to see that I had gained many new fans because of my love for 1D and I decided I should tell the fans about my obsession but that quickly faded when I saw the last comment. Fear flooded through my body. No , I cannot get any haters ..I want to win this  thing for my family. When I saw that now almost everybody was asking   whether I was a fan or not, I decided to answer them.

I went towards my bed, grabbed Mr-1Derful and came to sat besides Emily again. She was still absorbed in reading the continuously appearing comments. I hugged my teddy and showed it to everyone in front of the camera. Then I answered their questions. With a lie. 

"Guys, no I am not a fan of One Direction. I have heard a song or two but I don't even know the names of the members. This teddy is a present given to me by my directioner friend. I love teddy's so I didn't mind keeping it because it's insanely cute. That's it. " I said.  I am such a friggin idiot!! Couldn't I just have hidden it!? What if one direction happened to catch a whiff of my lie from fans!? There goes my dreams of being one of their wives...

 I was surprised I wasn't stuttering, sweating or looking nervous with all these thoughts going around my head and managed to fluently lie. Looks like I am getting better at it, and becoming a worse person along with that...

"Oh yeah, Pathy is telling the truth." Emily said stupidly. "But now, we are saying goodbye." She concluded, pouting sadly, and suddenly comments like:

"Plzz don't give a bye now! :("

"We had a really good time, thank you <3"

"Guys we will be back next week with another twitcam so don't worry !" I reassured them. Love you, bye!" I told them, smiling a bit. I ended the live stream, and shut down the laptop heaving a sigh of relief. Smooth paths, smooth.

"That was super fun!" Emily cheered, jumping up and down.

"I know, right ... It was quite nice ..."  I told her. Then I fell over my bed and just closed my eyes. I miss my family so much .... Hopefully I get to see them at the live  performance. 

ZAYN'S P.O.V 

Me and the lads were quite shocked to put it mildly. I really thought she was a directioner but looks like her "friend" gave her the teddy. Although i am happy that she loves that teddy dearly. 

"I really thought she was a fan ...Damn  " Harry said and huffed out in annoyance.

"Well she at least kept that teddy instead of throwing it away." Louis reminded us and we all let a small smile. 

"She said she had heard one or two of the songs, At least she isn't one of those girls who doesn't know who One Direction is... " Liam said and nodded at us. 

"Mate, those people live under a rock who even haven't HEARD of One Direction!" I said proudly. This was said so many times by media and fans.

"Ye..... Can't wait ta see the next X-factor episode then. Aye 'ope she sings nicely." Niall said with an adorable smile and his Irish accent. 

PATHY'S POV

************AFTER SOME DAYS - IT'S WEDNESDAY**********

"Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beauti-----ffuulll" 

Oops, not again. 

Damn vocal cords and damn Pathy.

"You are not hitting the note correctly Pathy! You need to practise more. Tomorrow Simon is going to see, and the day after tomorrow millions of people." Robin said. He is a really nice guy, we promised that we would help eachother with the practising. It seems like I have got a lot of shit to deal with. My notes and pitch is not coming out well. Damn it

"I don't really know what's wrong. My voice is just not able to reach that pitch. I have tried so many times  " I said tiredly looking at him. His face showed a bit sympathy but then it immediately changed into a stern one again.

"Just try again and again and again 'till you get it right . Practice makes a man perfect. Or in your case, a girl. I have to go now sadly. " He said, smiled and went out of the room.

"Sadly, huh? How come I see you smiling then." I muttered childishly loe enough for him to not listen .

Uff, how am I supposed to deal with this ....alone ?

**** after 2 hours and a lot of throat coughs, pants, tantrums and shouts later*****

"Will you still love me when i am no longer young and beautiful

Will you still love me when i got nothing my aching soul.

I know you will, i know you will, i know that you will ....

"YES!!! I FINALLY DID IT.. WOOHOOO!!!" I shouted, did a little happy dance and suddenly I heard claps behind me. I turned around and found Seth clapping for me . He was the oldest member of Sky-Risers. Kinda around 18. I smiled at him 

"Hey." I grinned. I had gotten pretty close with almost all the contestants of X-Factor now. Of course not the Wonder Twins. But I have no problem with them.They are not talking to me, but neither are theybitching about me... So I am good . 

"Hey, you sounded amazing. I am a bit scared of you now, you'll deffo win!" He said, jokingly pretending to cower away from me. 

"Oh come on, your band is so amazing! I am nothing in front of you." I said and winked.

"Oh you definitely are something, Pathy. I hope you do good in front of Simon anyways. Gotta go, but you were brilliant there." He flashed his wide smile and walked out of the room. It was around night-time. Yeh night. We'd already had dinner. Other contestants were watching tv but I was practicing. Now I am finally done.. Yeah buddy! I deserve an oscar for my amazingness!!

Now I just need to impress Simon . 

I went into my room. Emily was out in the living room as well but I didn't feel like going there. I was just sleepy. I  hope my hard work pays off tomorrow..

I changed into my pajamas and  went to bed ....snuggling with Mr 1Derful. Mmmpphhh...

sorry for making this chapter short. I just had a lot of homework .

photo at side is of Pathy singing :) and the video is of the song which Emily will be singing.

Aww, cute ending isn't it? i know this chapter is shitty. The thing is that I was half-asleep while writing this. I just had to open my eyes and just kept typing whatever came to my mind. Sometimes i typed things like "orange was on top of unicorn" and "Zayn and Pathy are converting into turtles". Lol but i managed to finish it up anyways. I didn't want it to be too detailed that's why i rushed to Wednesday because in those 3-4 days  they did nothing, just the normal routine like practice, hanging out and stuff. anyways, whatcha think about the story ? Vote , comment love ya <3