Miss Pathetic

~21~ Finals and surprise *Part 3*

Hello people ! So , I am sorry for not updating faster now a days , but its not my fault ! So much homework is given and it wrecks me ! Anyways , I have made this chapter a but longer and nice ;) . Enjoy you guys ! :

Let's not talk about kissing . Let's talk about hugging . I haven't hugged that many people in my life . There is mum , bel , Luke , Logan , even jake . Miranda , who was my bestie in 3 and 4th grade... Umm , a guy named Ben . He was in 7th grade and I was dared to kiss him . I chickened out and ended up hugging him .

It's every directioner's dream ya know . To at least once . Once in a lifetime get a horan hug . The infamous incredible horan hug , the best hug in the world given by Mr Niall James Horan himself . And let me tell you , it's the best feeling in the world I have ever experianced . Till now .

Sure when I hugged him , he was off the guard a bit . He was clearly very surprised . I invaded his personal space . But when you have millions of teenage girls as your fans who can be anywhere around you and can jump on you at any moment there is no thing such as personal space or privacy .

No , he wasn't disgusted or uncomfortable . I was literally shocked when he hugged me back with same amount of energy . I could literally feel happiness radiating off us . To say two strangers hugging like that would be weird and creepy . But to say that an idol and a dedicated fan hugging would be too cute . You will literally aww . We are their girls and they are our boys .

Niall is really comfortable . He is warm . Very warm and just so cuddly . Like a teddy bear . I nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck and closed my eyes . He did the same and we held onto each other . His strong yet comforting arms were placed at my lower back while I was clutching onto his T-shirt .

I don't want to be embarrassed but I sneakily sniffed him . He smelled so good . His scent was captivating . As if I never wanted to let him go .

It felt like hours when we were hugging .

And then suddenly I realized something .

We were on national TV . Everyone was watching us . And we were ... Embracing each other .

I dissapointedly pulled out before anyone could notice the slighly different hug than normal hugs . I could see Niall was dissapointed too . Personally, I didn't have romantic feelings towards him at the moment .It's just a directioner thing most of the times , our emotions are just too much and that's why forget to breathe . Niall is a great hugger though .

I noticed a different look on louis and Liam's faces . As of they were not feeling good about me hugging niall . Or some ,thing like that . I ignored it and hugged the others . After niall , came harry .

While hugging him , I touched his curls . Hey ! We all want to feel hazza's hair once , right ? And well , he happily let me touch them . They are just too kind .

Then came zayn , I hugged him . It was a simple yet very cute hug . Lasted for about 10 seconds .I got a brotherly feeling from him .

Then came on liam . I hugged him and suddenly a feeling came over me . I noticed there were goosebumps on my hands . That is weird . Our arms were around each other . My head on his chest and his head on my head . I felt really safe and protective .

At the last it was ...Louis . I had even heard a lot about his amazing hugs .Fans often said that he gave "bone crushing" hugs . But when he hugged me , it was all sweet and gentle . Even a thin sheet of air couldn't get between us . Yeah , we were that close . As soon as I touched him , this sort of electric spark was in my body .

I had butterflies in my stomach .My heart almost stopped beating . I swear because of him , I am one day going to have a heart attack . I could tell he was enjoying the hug too . My hands were around his neck and his were at my back . The sides of our faces were squished together and I could feel his stubble on my cheeks .