Miss Pathetic

~20~ Finals and surprise *Part 2*

Hello guys. How are you doing ? Like I promised , I updated today ^_^ on Sunday . I keep my promises don't i ? So , I hope you actually read my author notes and you actually go and checked out the magazine . It really is amazing . Now not to bore you anymore with the promotions , I was telling that the finals have about 3-4 parts . These parts will be shorter and would have cliffhangers like last and this chapter . Sorry about that but don't worry , I will update . I love you so much and thank you for reading my story . Enjoy :

Pathy's P.O.V

This is it . Finally . I am meeting my idols . I always used to think , I live in London , still why I wasn't able to meet them . I didn't have money for the meet and greet , and in concerts I got the last rows always .

Which of course resulted in them not noticing me at all . However I was just fine with having a glance of them and hearing their sweet angelic voices .

I never expected my life to be like a fanfic . And I nor do it now . I know that even If I meet them , it will be a one time thing and they will forget about me after a few days or even few hours .

But at least I would get the chance to talk to those five gods for a minute . I did not stalk them ( okay maybe I did a bit) , I did not hate on their girlfriends ... Well did not hate on perrie considering rest of them are single or maybe not . How would I know ?

As the host announces the name of my favorite band aka my idols aka my obsession aka the 5 guys who inspired me , those 5 guys emerge from the gates at the back from where most of the celebrities enter .

Looking perfect as they always do , they have a bright smile on their faces . I am resisting the urge to go and hug them right there like no tomorrow and telling them how much I love them . How much they mean to me .

But I have to remember that I am not just a fan , I am a celebrity myself . I have to act like a celebrity . I am not just the 19 year old normal girl I used to be . I am now no where near normal .

"How are you guys ?" The host asks . Their eyes goes in different directions . I see a pair of eyes eyeing me and I suddenly feel self conscious even in my perfect hair , make up and dress . Those bluish-grey pair of eyes . Louis Tomlinson's eyes . His perfect eyes .

Suddenly , I can see all the five members are staring at me and well , you can say that my cheeks are red and are on fire ....

I have heard the other fans say that they fangirl on inside and stay calm on outside while meeting their idols and it is difficult . I always thought , that nah it would be too easy . Just maintain your cool and composure .

But now I see how difficult it really is . I wanted to scream ,shout , jump around , and most probably strangle them . I forgot about all my problems for a moment .

They guys whom I drooled over everyday and every night , they guys who took my breath away when I heard their perfect voices, they guys for whom I fought with other fandoms, stayed up all night and made a fool out of myself in my school. I am meeting those guys and they will know I exist .

But the thing is that the look which I have in my eyes . The look of admiration and love which every fan has for it's idol , they have the same look in their eyes while they are looking at me . Now this is quite confusing and strange .

"We are good . Actually , we are great !" Harry replied while the other nodded .

This was just too much for me . It's better if I faint , no wait . I don't want to make myself look like an idiot .

"Your new album midnight memories is no.1 . Simon is quite proud, isn't he ?" The presenter asked cheerily .

"Yeah , he is . We are just too happy and we love all of our fans for making that happen " Liam answered this time . My heart was beating fast . And these godzillas in my stomach were doing no good .