Always, And Forever~ A Laurance X Reader Fanfiction

Chapter 32: Need Help?

~~~ REMEMBER~~~

Y/N: Your name

L/N: Last name

M/N: Middle name

D/N: Dad's name

S/N: Sister's name

H/C: Hair color

E/C: Eye color

F/C: Favorite color

S/F/C: Second favorite color

F/F: Favorite food

H/L: Hair length

M/C: Material Choice

F/B: Favorite breakfast

~~~ More will be added~~~

Hello everyone! Welcome back to Always, And Forever(also known as AAF if you didn't know)! I hope you are having a wonderful day/night! Now, this chapter will just be that kind of chapter where you learn more about Y/N and just the past in general! So... Yay! Let's get into it! I'm sorry for not posting. Look at the end for details.

Song: Love story, Nightcore. Nope, still not singing. There's a time to play it, so please wait until I say so. Anyways, it doesn't exactly relate, but it's pretty nice and has similarities with something in the chapter, not saying anything else. Enjoy! Anyways,

~~~LET THE STORY BEGIN~~~

Y/N'S POV (As always...)

I've been thinking a lot about what Aphmau and Lucinda told me, and I still can't find a way to fix my problem. They make it seem so easy to tell your feelings to someone, but I've never done it before... I haven't even had my first kiss yet... I just can't go up and say it. I can't. I won't be able to, on the spot. But... What if--?

Stop. Right. Now. Y/N.

I can't keep doing this... 'What if' thing and get my hopes up. It'll just end up with more disappointment.

I got up from the floor of my bedroom, where I was sitting, and walked out of my bedroom. I walked by my window and sighed looking out at the village.

I shrugged it off, and walked to my kitchen, grabbing myself an apple. I decided to go out for a walk, since maybe fresh air could help and clear my thoughts.

As I walked out, closing my door behind me, I felt the fresh breeze on my face. I smiled and relaxed a bit. I didn't plan on going on a long walk, considering there really wasn't much space to have a long walk without walking twice at the same spot.

I started walking, passing by Aphmau's house, and other houses. Then, I passed in front of Emmalyn and Kenmur's library and hesitated going inside. I stopped in my tracks, looking at the library, but finally decided to continue walking.

I don't think I'll be able to focus on anything they tell me if I go in, so it's of no use.

I walked again, finishing my apple, and looking down at the ground.

But really, should I say it? I don't even know what to tell him? Do I say...--

"Hey Y/N!" I heard a voice, which stopped my thoughts.

Without looking up, I literally jumped trying to stop in my tracks and not bump into someone. I finally looked up, glad to have been able to stop myself.