P.S. I Love You

Chapter 2- Everything Went Black

I woke up the next morning with bruises on my arms and legs. I change into a black t-shirt, jeans, and a gray hoodie. I brush my long light brown hair and didn't feel like putting on make up. I go downstairs to see Jake passed out on the couch. I quickly tiptoed into the kitchen, grabbed and apple, picked up my bag, and headed to school. I just felt like coming to school. The teachers never ask about where I've been. They just ignore me. I only have one friend and that's Caitlin. As soon as I drove to school, I met up with Caitlin in the parking lot.

Caitlin: well, I see someone's not in a good mood today.

Me: Is it that obvious?

Caitlin: well, your clothing is usually brighter, hey, how'd you get that bruise on your face?

Caitlin held up a mirror and I noticed I really did have a bruise on my face. I just stood there in scilence not wanting to tell her Jake did this to me.

Caitlin: It was Jake, wasn't it?

Me: Maybe.

Caitlin: Oh my god.

Me: it's fine, really not that bad.

Caitlin: why don't you just get a place of your own?

Me: You know I can't afford it. I'm certainly never going back to my dad's, he'll just beat me again. He's so much worse than Jake has ever been.

Caitlin: So, what are you gonna do.

Me: To be honest, I don't know.

Caitlin only has 2 classes with me. I know I said I almost never come to school, but like I said, I just felt like it. I'm kind of a laughing stock at school for always ditching and using drugs. I drink sometimes but not too often. I cut as well. I'm a cutter.I'm also very anorexic, I swear, you can see my ribs, that's why I only took a bite out of my apple this morning. For the rest of the day, everyone gave me dirty looks and whispered names, such as,

'Slut'

'Bitch'

'Whore'

'Ugly'

'Anorexic Bitch'

'Die suicidal freak'

'Eww, what's that potato looking at me for?'

Before Justin moved away, I would wear floral dresses and bright colors, but all that changed. I wish he was here :(

When I got home, I went up to my room and cried my eyes out. I went into the bathroom and found a sharp 2-bladed razor. I rolled up my sleeve, took that razor and carefully slid it across my skin. I whimpered in pain but at the same time, it felt so good. I watched the blood flow from my wrist as I made 8 cuts. I washed off the blood, put a bandage around it, then rolled my sleeve back up. I go on my laptop to see I had a missed Skype call from Justin. I decided to call back, and after a few minutes, he answered.

Justin: Hi pumpkin, how are you? Ow, what happened to your cheek?

Me: I fell.

Justin: You sure? Don't tell me you moved back in with your dad!

Me: Don't worry Justin, I'm fine, honest.

Justin: You sure?

Me: Yeah, I'm okay.

Justin: Okay. You poor thing. Anyway, I have some good news.

Me: What is it?

Justin: Well, I'm on break now from tour and I was thinking, maybe I come for a visit?

Me: Really? Yeah! That'd be great! Awesome! I look foreward to seeing you again. I miss you.

Justin: Aww, I miss you too sweetheart, I look foreward to seeing you again too.

Suddenly, I hear a loud bang coming from downstairs, along with footsteps running up the stairs.

Justin: What's going on?

Me: I gotta go, Justin!

Justin: wait!

I hung up on Skype and shut my laptop. The door swung open to see a red, angry-faced Jake.

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN DAY!!!" He shouted

"I w-was j-just at s-school." I stuttered.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because I haven't been in a while and I felt like going." I said with more confidence.

"Don't use that tone with me!" He shouted. He then punched me in the stomach and kicked me to the ground. He grabbed me by my hair and dragged me down stairs. All I remember was him dragging me into the cellar but I hit my head on the door and everything went black....

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Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in a few days, I've been a little busy. What's going to happen to Autumn? Will Justin find out what's really going on in Autumn's life? I'm thinking about writing an imagine book! How does that sound? Speaking of imagines, go request from Biebermania17 and ChristinaHaupt. Their imagines are great!