P.S. I Love You

Chapter 34- He Really Does Love Me

*Justin's POV*

Ever since the fight, I've been so depressed. For the past 4 days, I've been hanging out with some guys, going to bars, and getting drunk. I always come back to find Autumn asleep, so I just go and sleep on the couch. I don't deserve her after the way I acted.

This is not how I planned our vacation. I was going to propose to Autumn at the end of the week, but if I have to do it sooner to prove my love for her, then so be it. I'm at the bar right now and my friends left me. I'm so drunk and out of my mind, I don't think I even know what the hell's going on anymore. I wish Autumn was here.

*Autumn's POV*

I haven't really been doing much lately. I've just been out on the beach, alone, sleeping alone, I haven't been eating much, but basically doing everything alone. I know it's only been 4 days but I miss Justin so much! When I think about it, he and Avalanna are all I have. I really don't want to lose him. I hate how he acted in front of Mike but I'm over that now. I just hope he's okay.

I know he's been drinking quite a bit, so I decided to head down to some of the local bars to see if he's there. It took 5 bars before I found him. He was sitting at a table all alone, completely wasted, and he probably doesn't even know who I am.

"Hey, w-what are you doing here?" He asked.

"Come on Justin, I'm taking you home." I said.

"Okay." He said.

I wrapped his arm around my shoulders and as I was carrying him out, I saw he was looking a little sick. I sat him down on a chair and he threw up all over the floor. Thank god there are no paps here or they'd make his life a living hell. I grabbed a napkin and wiped his mouth. I then continued to carry him and brought him back to the hut. I set him down on the bed. As I tried to kiss his cheek, he leaned away.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I have a girlfriend." He said.

I can't believe this. He's so drunk he doesn't even recognize me, or he's cheated on me, or both.

"What's her name?" I asked as I sat down next to him.

"Her name's Autumn. She's the most beautiful girl in the world. We kind of had a fight." He explained. I blushed when he said I was the most beautiful girl in the world.

"What?" He asked. Damn it! He sees me blushing.

"It's nothing but that's awful. Is there anything I can do?" I asked.

I thought I may as well go with it considering he doesn't recognize me at all.

"I could go for a back rub." He said.

"Okay, take off your shirt and lay down." I said.

He took off his shirt and layed down on his stomach and I grabbed some massaging oil off the dresser and applied some to my hands. I rubbed them together and massaged his back. I rubbed my fingers on his back in a circular motion and he moaned a little.

"You want to talk about your fight?" I asked.

"It's a little personal." He said.

"It's okay, you can tell me anything." I said.

"Okay, well, she met up with her ex boyfriend and they were talking. I got kind of jealous and was pretty rude to the guy, Autumn got mad, we got in a fight, and I've been spending these past 4 days drinking and such." He explained.

"That's terrible." I said.

"She's incredible, smart, beautiful, charming, funny, adorable, and sexy as fuck! We have a beautiful baby girl together, but we're not married. The fight was totally meaningless and this vacation has been a total bust!" He said.

I couldn't help but feel worse for him than I did for Mike. I mean, don't get me wrong, what he did to Mike was totally uncalled for, but I can't believe I really mean this much to him.

"Well, there is one thing you could do." I said.

"What's that?" He asked.

"Do something for her. Really show her how much you love her." I said.

I thought since he's drunk, I could get a rise out of him just for the hell of it.

"Well, there was actually, but I'll never tell." He said.

"Tell me." I whined.

"No, then you'll just end up telling her." He laughed.

I massaged his back for about 5 more minutes and then I was done and Justin sat back up.

"That was amazing, one of the best back massages I've ever had." He said.

"Thanks. I used to massage my dad's back when he was stressed, plus I was born with long fingers so that must be part of it." I explained.

"Thanks a lot, well, I should probably get going." He said.

"Don't you want to stay here?" I asked.

"No, I have to get back to my sweetheart." He said.

Wow. Are you serious? Is he really that drunk?

"It's late, I think you should stay here." I said.

"Okay." He said kind of glum.

He layed down on the bed and I tucked him in. When he was fast asleep, I kissed his forehead, then I layed down and pulled the covers over me too and fell asleep. He really does love me.

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