P.S. I Love You

Chapter 8-My Life Is Messed Up

*Autumn's POV*

I couldn't believe what I saw! It was SELENA making out with some tall blonde guy. I actually knew this was going to happen, I just wish it wasn't on a day where Justin and I were having fun.

I looked back over at Justin and I saw tears in his eyes. I felt pretty bad for him. I love the fact that I was right about her this whole time, but I hate seeing him so hurt. It just really breaks my heart. I really wish I could do something to cheer him up.

Justin walked up to Selena and the guy.

"How could you?" He said while sobbing.

Selena looked up and was shocked.

"Justin, baby, this isn't what it looks like!" She said

"Really? 'Cause it looks like you're making out with another guy! How could you do this to me!?" He said.

"I can explain!" She said.

"Don't bother. We're done." He said calm.

I was trying so hard not to cry.

Justin walked back over to the table.

"Get in the car." He said.

"But I haven't finished my-" I was cut off.

"I said get in the car! We're going home." He said.

I stood up, threw my ice cream in the trash and Justin and I both headed to the car. As Justin started the car, we heard tapping noises on the window. We look up to see Selena.

"Please! Let me explain!" She begged while crying.

"There's nothing to explain! You cheated on me, now leave me alone you bitch!" He yelled. I was shocked because he had never cursed at a woman before.

With that, we drove off. Neither of us said anything on the way home. When we got into the house, I could tell how hurt Justin was when he viciously threw his jacket into the closet not bothering to pick it up.

"I told you she would cheat on you." I said. I know I really shouldn't have said anything but I just felt like pointing that out.

"Just forget it." He said in an angry tone.

"I'm sorry, I just-" I said but was cut off.

"I GET THAT YOU WERE FUCKING RIGHT!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING RUB IT IN MY FACE, SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND STOP ACTING LIKE A BITCH!!!" He hollered.

I felt my eyes water. He's never yelled at me like that before. He really hurt me.

"Oh my god, babygirl, I'm so sorry." He said more calm as he walked up to me and tried to give me a hug.

"Leave me alone." I mumbled.

"What?" He said.

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I hollered as I shoved him away and ran out the door.

"AUTUMN!! I'm sorry!!" He yelled as I ran out the door.

I ran and ran for about 15 mintues, until I found myself near the edge of a cliff. I sobbed as I was actually thinking about jumping off. I can't take this anymore! Now my own best friend hates me. I can't do this anymore. There's no hope for me. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, but then stopped for a minute. Call me crazy, but do I really wanna do this? I'm talking about taking my own life here. I decided to sit down and think for a while.

My life is messed up....

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while, but I was busy. Go read Justin Bieber....My Babysitter? by Carlymarie14. It's really good! Read Shadow by Biebermania17 and Being With Him bt ChristinaHaupt. Very great stories!