P.S. I Love You

Chapter 21- What Have I Done?

*Justin's POV*

I woke up on the couch with Selena's naked body on top of mine. I feel so guilty knowing I just cheated on Autumn. I know I'm going to have to tell her. What's a relationship without honesty? I got off the couch, put my clothes on and started to walk out the door. Once I opened the door, I saw a note, along with a stick or something. I opened the note and it read:

Dear Justin,

I know you had sex with that bitch, Selena. I saw you guys sleeping naked on the couch. It's okay though. You obviously still love her, so you can have her. We're done. You promised you'd always be faithful and you'd never go back to her. You broke that promise. You lied to me. Was everything else a lie too? That I'm gorgeous, stunning, a goddess in bed? Am I really fat, ugly, and worthless? It doesn't matter. That's how everyone sees me. By the time you read this, I'll be long gone.

Goodbye Justin.

Love,

Autumn Green

P.S. I'm pregnant, and yes, it's yours, but that doesn't matter. I'm thinking of having an abortion.

I felt tears weld up in my eyes. How could I do this to her? She's pregnant!? With my baby? That's why she kept throwing up! She can't have an abortion! It's against everything I believe in! I looked at the stick in my hand and it turned out to be a pregnancy test. It had a + sign on it to prove she really was pregnant. I can't believe it. What have I done? I felt a pair of arms wrap around my neck from behind. Selena.

"What's wrong baby?" She cooed.

"Get out." I said in a low voice.

"What?" She said.

"GET OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!!" I yelled while turning around to face her and smack her hands away.

"WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!?" She scolded.

"YOU RUINED MY LIFE!! MY SWEETHEART IS PREGNANT WITH MY CHILD AND NOW SHE'S GONE!! SHE SAW US AND LEFT!! SHE'S THINKING ABOUT OR MAY'VE ALREADY HAD AN ABORTION AND IT'S ALL THANKS TO YOU!" I shouted.

"HEY, I DIDN'T FORCE YOU TO DO ANYTHING! YOU CHOSE TO HAVE SEX WITH ME SO IT'S TECHNICALLY YOU'RE FAULT!" She yelled.

"You know what? I know you never actually loved me. You were just using me for fame and money. All we ever had in our relationship was sex. I know I never really meant anything to you. So you know what? The feeling's mutual. So why don't you just get your shit and get the fuck out." I said more calm.

"Fine." She said as she grabbed her stuff and was about to walk out but turned around. "By the way, I was pregnant with your child too, but I had an abortion because I knew we weren't ready. Also, I don't want to have a baby with someone I don't love."

At that point, I felt my blood boiling and I was filled with rage. I went up to Selena and shoved her out the door and she fell to the ground. I mumbled 'slut' before I closed the door. As soon as I did it, I felt horrible. Sure, I hate her for what she did, but I knew to never treat a woman like that. I opened the door back up to apologize but it was too late. She was already in her car and drove off.

I ran to my car and drove back to the house to see if Autumn was still there. When I got home, I looked all over the house and shouted her name over and over. No answer. All her clothes and things were gone, indicating she left. I broke down, sobbing in the middle of the living room floor. I can't believe it. I lost her, I lost our child, I lost everything.

What have I done?...

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Aww! Poor Justin! He thinks he lost everything. Oh Justin...Justin...Justin, little do you know Autumn doesn't actually believe in abortion. You were tricked because you cheated. Sorry the chapter is a little short.