P.S. I Love You

Chapter 18- What Am I Gonna Say?

*Autumn's POV*

I'm at school telling Sophie about how me and Justin had sex and she for some reason sound excited.

"Oh my god! I'm so happy for you!" She tells me

"Thanks, I think." I say.

"So tell me, was it good?" She asks.

"I'm sorry?" I say confused.

"You know...is Justin good in bed?" She whispers.

"Sophie! But yeah, he's a god in bed!" I say.

"Oooooooo." She cooes

"Don't tell anyone!" I say.

"I won't, promise. My lips are sealed." She says.

"So tell me, who was your first time?" I ask.

"Monica's now ex boyfriend who cheated on her with me. To be honest, it didn't really mean anything. He said he was just bored with her and told me how beautiful and sexy I was, I blushed, he kissed me and, well...the rest you know." She says.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I say.

"Turns out he was just using me. I wish I was like you and saved myself for someone I know I love." She said.

"Well, just act that never happened. You'll find someone." I said.

Suddenly, I felt sick to my stomach and felt the urge to puke.

"Hold on." I said as I walked to the girl's bathroom and just puked my guts out. This is the third time this has happened. It first happened earlier while Justin was asleep, but I woke him up.

***FLASHBACK***

I was in bed, sleeping with Justin. It's been a couple weeks since we last made love and I felt sick to my stomach. I got out of bed, went to the bathroom, and threw up in the toilet. I felt someone holding my hair back. It was Justin.

"You feeling okay baby?" He asked sweetly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I think I just ate some bad food, that's all." I say.

"Alright, well, lets go back to bed." He says as I stand up and he gives me a kiss on the cheek and we go back to bed.

***END OF FLASHBACK***

The second time was when I woke up this morning but I didn't wake Justin up that time. That's not important right now. What's going on?

I walk back to Sophie and she has a look of concern.

"Are you feeling okay?" She asks.

"The truth?" I ask.

"Yeah." She says.

"This is the third time this has happened I don't know if it's the flu or what.

"Wait a second...how long has it been since you and Justin had sex?" She asks.

"Umm...I don't know, a week or two." I say.

"And you have morning sickness...Autumn, do you think it's possible you might be pregnant?" She asks.

I started thinking, I don't use birth control and I don't remember Justin using a condom.

"I don't know." I say.

"Okay, you know what? Fuck school! We need to know for sure!" She says. "Come on!"

We run to her car and drive to the nearest CVS to look for a pregnancy test. We got one off the shelf and went to the counter and paid for it. The over weight clerk gave me a glare.

"Slut." She mumbled.

"Yeah well, at least she has a nicer body so she can have more sex." Sophie said.

The clerk gasped and ran to her office crying. Geez Sophie, rude much?

"Okay, is there a bathroom somewhere?" I ask.

"Yeah, one over there." She says as she points behind me.

I run over to the bathroom, slide my pants down, sat on the toilet and peed on the stick. The directions say that I had to wait five minutes for it to let me know. For the next five minutes, I paced back and fourth, worried as fuck. I finally hear a beep go off, indicating that it's done. I pick up the test and I see it has a little + on it. It's positive. I'm pregnant. Oh my god! What's Justin gonna say? What's Sophie gonna think of me?

I walk out of the bathroom with the test still in my hand.

"Well?" Sophie says.

"I-it's positive. I-I'm pregnant." I stutter

Sophie gasped and covered her hand over her mouth. She pulled me in for a hug and I cry on her shoulder. I can't believe this. I'm pregnant with Justin Bieber's child! What's Justin gonna say when he finds out? Will he want our baby? I can't have an abortion. I don't believe in it. I don't want to put it up for adoption, I want my baby.

"Please don't tell me you're thinking of abortion." She says.

"Hell no! I don't believe in that shit! I don't care if this ruins my life. I don't think I really have much of a purpose in life and I don't want to put it up for adoption. I want my baby no matter what." I say putting a hand over my tummy.

"That's sweet but what do you think Justin's gonna think when he finds out? Do you think he's ready to be a dad?" She asks.

"I don't know, but you've seen how good he is with kids. I just...I don't know how to break the news to him." I say.

"Well, you're gonna have to tell him. I mean, he is the father, so he has a right to know." She says.

"Yeah, I know, you're right." I say

All of a sudden, I see a bright, shiny chrome car pull up in the parking lot outside. Oh no! It's Justin!

What am I gonna say?

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Hey guys! What's Justin gonna say when he finds out Autumn's pregnant? Also, in case you're wondering, no, I'm not killing off the baby. A lot of you guys do that in your stories to create drama and I really don't get it. 10 votes and 5 comments for the next chapter. Sorry it's so short!