Will you save me? {Justin Bieber Fan-Fiction}

Misunderstood

I don't believe what he's saying, he lost his parents and still is so positive. I wish could be as strong and brave as he is. I don't really have a proper answer, what should I say? That I'm sorry? That I wish that they were still alive? I try to find the best possible answer I can.

"I'm sorry that happened to you. If you want or need to talk about it, you should know that I'm always here for you. I've never been trough something like this but I promise I will try my best to help you okay? I'll always listen!"

He doesn't say a thing. After five minutes of silence he finally speaks but for the first time he doesn't have that comfort in his voice. "It's okay. It's been a while and don't understand me wrong but I'd rather not talk about it because it would only open healed wounds. I hope you understand that. It's not that I don't trust you, believe me. I do." He starts to speak up a little more which makes instantly feel better.

"I just want you to know that I'm always here for you, no matter what!" "I know that. Thank you I really appreciate it." He starts smiling again. "So, back to you. Have you thought about therapy?"

Actually that was the only thing on my mind since yesterday. I mean if he's gonna visit me everyday there's nothing standing in he way. I need help and maybe therapy can give me that. It's wort a try.

"I guess I'll go to therapy then. But there's one thing you need to promise okay?" "Whatever you want." "You need to visit me every single day, please I can't do this without you. I need you." "I will visit you everyday, I promise. I can't go a day without seeing you anyway."

I can't help but smile. For the first time in my life I actually feel happiness, I finally feel something again. I'm surprised that I'm glad about getting help. Some days ago I thought that I would be dead in a few months or years and now I'm actually trying to get better and that all thanks to Justin.

"I just want to thank you for everything you do for me. You're always here for me no matter what it is. You never fail to make me smile and thanks to you I finally feel something again. I feel hope and happiness which I don't even remember how it felt like. I'm so blessed that you came into my life, really thank you Justin. You don't know how much it truly means to me."

I'm waiting for answer from him but he doesn't respond he just looks at me with a really big smile. He gets up and walks to his car, I wonder what he's doing. I get very nervous and he still hasn't returned after five minutes. I can't see him anymore so I decide to walk up to him. Just as I stand up I see him walking towards me. He looks generally so happy, his smile is so beautiful. 

"I've got a surprise for you! Come with me." I start shaking really bad, I don't think he could get any cuter. We walk up to his car, he seems nervous as well which calms me down a bit. I can't believe what I'm seeing. There's a beautiful red blanket with roses all around it in his trunk. It looks beyond beautiful and I can't believe that someone actually did this just for me. I can't help but shed a tear, he just makes me so happy. I wish I could always be around him. There's plenty of room in the trunk so we both sit down and I notice that he's shaking just like me. I want to kiss him but I'm just to shy, what if he doesn't kiss me back.

Before I could really finish thinking he leans against and kisses me. We both start laughing like idiots. We couldn't even finish kissing we just laughed too hard. I've never kissed someone in my life before but kissing him was the best feeling I've ever felt. It felt so real, I felt like he's the guy I could spend my whole life with. 

Just some seconds later I find his soft lips on mine again. I just feel so attracted to him, I thought I'd never have sex with someone before I got married but it just feels so right with him so as he whispers in my ear "Are you sure you wanna do this babe?" I answer with the biggest smile on my face "I'm sure".