Will you save me? {Justin Bieber Fan-Fiction}

At The Hospital

I'm in complete shock. I didn't notice Justin was following me. I don't know what to say, I told him I'll try my best to stop and just one day later I'm hurting myself again. He just stares at me as he waits for me to talk but I just can't find the words. I take the towel next to me and cover my fresh cuts, I don't need him to see. Normally I feel so relieved after cutting but this time I just feel bad, not only bad about myself but also bad towards Justin. I really didn't want to hurt Justin, I just wanted to hurt myself. After about 10 minutes there's still silence and Justin is still staring at me with a broken smile. 

"J-Justin, please believe me. I never wanted to hurt you with this, I never wanted you to find out about this or at least not in this way. I'm sorry if I hurt you but I just couldn't handle it. I couldn't handle all the people picking on me. It reminded me of how I got bullied in my old school, it just brought back too many memories and the only way I saw escape was in hurting myself. I'm so sorry Justin, okay?"

First he just looks at me without saying a word but after two, three minutes he decides to say something, his voice is shaking just as much as mine. "I know you don't want to hurt me, but it does hurt me. I don't judge you, not at all. I know how it feels like, how it feels when you feel like the only escape from all the pain is hurting yourself. But this just shows that you really do need help, professional help. Don't understand me wrong, I just want you to be healthy again, I just want you to feel happiness again."

"I know. I really do need help. But before I can go to treatment I have to go to school for another three weeks and I don't think I can do that. At first I thought it wasn't really a problem but now everyone hates me. Everyone knows about my secret and I know that I'll get bullied every day for it now. Don't try to tell me anything different, people don't understand why we hurt ourselves. I don't judge them, I never understood it as well before but all I want is some respect. I don't judge them if they're 'weird' or anything so why do they need to judge me just because I have a different way of coping with pain. I wish people wouldn't be so judgmental."

"Listen. You can't let these people put you down, you're so much better than that. They know nothing. They don't know in how much pain you have to be in to take the pain from the inside and transform it to pain on the outside. It doesn't matter what they think because you're so much better. And what about Katy and Lauren?! I thought they were your friends! If they were your friends they would've supported you."

I start to feel very dizzy as I noticed that my arm was bleeding way harder than I thought it was. The towel was covered full in blood. Before I could think straight I notice myself slowly fainting. I'm no longer conscious but I hear Justin screaming "Hannah! Please wake up! I need you!"

{Justin's POV}

I take my phone out of my pocket and instantly call the ambulance. After about five minutes they arrive and take Hannah to the hospital with me. They ask me a bunch of questions but I don't really care all I want to know if she's going to be alright, If she's going to wake up again. They tell me she fell into a coma and they don't know if she'll be alright.

I can't think straight. I can't lose her, I need her more than anything in my life. She means everything to me. Why did I even let it go that far. I should've run to her. I should've known that she was going to hurt herself. If she doesn't wake up it's all my fault. No, I don't even want to think about that. She needs to wake up again. 

I'm waiting outside the room as the doctor finally comes out and tells me I can go inside. As I walk into the room she's still asleep. I take her hand and start singing one of my favorite songs by Pierce The Veil. It's called Hold On Till May and I swear the second I start singing she opens her eyes. I jump up, hug her and then find my lips on hers. I can't describe how happy I am right now. I've never felt so much happiness before. Finally I get to hold my whole world in my hands.