I knocked and walked in, he was laying on his side staring at the wall again. I've never seen him so unhappy, its like he's not really there. Im guessing he's so out of it on medication that he just zonks out. Machines bleeped quietly as I called his name, "Adam hey its me Tommy" I said walking over to the bed. He didn't look round, "Adam please what's making you so unhappy?" I asked. He looked round as I helped him sit up, "This place, I hate it here and I want to be at home. I cant do things for myself im stuck here being used as a pin cushion" he told me.
"Look Adam being here is the best thing for you right now, you've been ill and you need help with stuff" I told him. He sighed, "I hate hospitals but I suppose you're right" Adam replied. I looked down at his wrist, "what did you do?" I asked looking down at them. "Nothing, caught it" he replied, "On what a razor?" I questioned. "Might have done, why does it matter?" He asked.
"Adam dont lie to me please I know you did that to yourself, im worried about you" I told him. He looked at me and told me everything, the name calling, the lies, arguments with his parents, getting drunk and cutting himself. I felt so bad for him, It all went crappy after I ran from him that time. I couldnt deny my feelings for him any longer, "adam I have something to tell you, something ive known for ages and should have told you sooner" I said.
"Ok Tommy shoot" Adam replied, "Look Adam you're my best friend you know that right. But lately ive been feeling differently about you. Adam I know its wrong but I cant deny how I feel about you anymore. All those times ive just wanted to kiss you, because Adam you see I love you. Ive tried to hide it and push it aside but it comes back with a vengance every time. I know you dont feel the same but I love you Adam and I need you" I said choking back tears.
Adam looked at me and blinked, "Tommy please dont get upset, Its ok because I love you too. I want to kiss you everytime I see you, Ive fought the urge so many times in case you didnt feel the same. I cant deny it anymore than you, I need you and love you too" he said.
I smiled and blushed, Adams blushed too as I took his hand in mine. I leant towards him as our lips met, the taste of him on my mouth was just perfect. It felt real, like we were ment to be. Adams hands tangled themselves in my hair as mine twisted in his, this was the way things were meant to be I dont know why I tried to push it away...
