The Bad Girls Life

Nightmares

James POV

I woke up cold in the night to see that Emily wasn't next to me. She wasn't even in the room then I hear the stairs creek. I know that's the bottom steep as we have to be careful of it everytime. Then I heard Emily speak to who knows. 'So I heard you want to tell me something' I instantly sit up in bed known that more than likely  it's gonna kick off. 'Yeah that there's are no boys to be sleeping in your room from now on' Jamie says as hear someone suck in there  breath. I know there talking about me. When this guy was younger he must have wanted to bang everyone because he has a thing against us being just friends. 'Okay I wanted to move out anyway I'll pack my bags Tommorow' Emily says quite politely and untriggered. 'No you stay here. Don't turn your back away from me' He shouts at her. Like this guy is asking for a punch. 'I'm saying it's not normal for you to be that close to someone of the opposite sex. Also I don't want you to having sex under the same roof as me' Jamie says. He has a point I wouldn't want anyone to have sex under the same roof as me but we're friends nothing more. Then I hear probably the best thing if my life. That makes me nearly start crying. 'My mum clearly didn't explain how I work. I have a Bestfriend who I can't live without. Without him I go crazy and hurt everyone around me. Were a fucking package deal. If you want me to stay around then so is he'. Then I hear the back door slide.

After about half and hour in still sat there thinking about what Emily said about me. She can't live without me to be honest when I was without her I stopped sleeping and hardly ate or drank anything. I guess I can't live without her either. 'Jai are you okay' She says from the door. I didn't even know she was stood there. 'Yeah I'm just tired. Where were you' I say hugging her and dragging her on top of me.  'Just talking to Jamie and mum all sorted now. Then sat outside with Chris. What woke you' She says before putting her head back into the cruck of my neck. 'You wasn't here so I got worried then you came back upstairs' I say hugging her closer and kissing the top of her head. 'I'm sorry. I'm back now and I don't plan to go anywhere' She says smiling and kissing my cheek. 'Me neither. I love you' I say. So easily. When I was with Alison I always felt I was lying when I said it but to Emily it's one of the most important and easiest I love yous ever. 'I love you too so much' She says getting to her normal position.

Emily does nothing but toss and turn to the point where I'm on the edge if the bed and she's on the other. She I'd normally the quietest and doesn't move an inch part from to get closer to me. 'Get the fuck away from me. I don't like you. Get away from me' She shouts. I'm no where near her. Then she starts crying like uncontrollably. 'Emily wake up. It's just me' Then her eyes shoot open and she goes to punch me. 'Its just me. See your safe. No one else is here just me' I say hugging her tighter than I've held anyone. 'Jai I'm sorry for waking you again I'm a Shit Bestfriend' She whispers still crying into my chest. 'Don't say that your not a Shit Bestfriend. Your the best and if anyone disagrees with that I'll beat the Shit out of them' I say resting my chin on the top of her head. 'Okay' She says laughing. 'Did you mean what you said earlier about not being able to live without me and us being a package deal' I say as we get comfy again. 'Yeah I didn't go though the last year of boyfriends to get stopped by this one unless you don't want us to sleep at each other's houses anymore' She says looking at me. 'I didn't support you though that year to let it stop now. Holy fuck we've been though a lot together what's another couple of hurdles' I say reaching for her hand.

Emilys POV

I can't belive that I said that to him like seriously. I finally admitted I can't live without James and he's the only one keeping me sane. Me and Chris sitting outside late at night has become a regular thing. My mum has seen us once smoking well she saw me but we never had that convosastion she promised me if she ever caught me. I promised Chris I'd keep him out of it. He's a good kid that got dragged into my shit but no matter what happens between our parents I'll have his back. 'You need to tell him what happened.  No matter how you think he will react' Chris says. 'I know how he will react that's the problem. This makes me even more damaged than before' I say on the edge of tears. 'Okay take my advice go to sleep. Stop thinking about it. The time will come' Chris says smiling at me. 'Thank you. Again sorry for dragging you into my shit again' I say before going into the house and upstairs.
I almost instantly fell asleep after talking to Jai.
When Jai and I wasn't friends. I had spare weekends so I went to clubs slept with randoms I don't even remember the name of. 'Hey pretty lady. Can I buy you a drink' A guy asks me after I walk upto the bar. 'No I've just got one maybe later' I say smiling getting my drink and walking away.

All night this guy was staring at me. Like crazyly studying my every move. After a couple of hours and dances later. All I want is to go home and call James. As I walk out if the club it's down some stairs and through an alleyway not a very long one. You can see the light at the end. As I walk out of the door a hand grads my arm and drags me to the other end of the alley.

Then I'm pinned against the wall with some rough ass kissing me with his hand over my mouth. Then I feel this bulge growing underneath me. This hand comes away from my mouth and gets me to the floor. 'No one refuses me. Especially a little slut' A man's voice slurs. It's the guy from the bar. 'Get the fuck away from me' I manged to say as he attacks me with his mouth again. He forces my lips apart so he can explore my mouth with his tongue. 'Come on your a slut out for what you can get. Don't act or say your not. I know you like me as much as I like you' He says. His hands trailing down my pants. 'I don't like you. Get away from me' I say trying one more time to get him away from me without screaming. 'Come on drop the act. Sexy you want me as much as I want you. And I want you a lot like fuck it I might kidnap you sex on fucking tap' He snarls in my ear taking my pants off with his foot. 'If you say one more words. I'll fuck you so hard you will be having an orgasm or a week. Oh no you won't because I'll fucking kill you' He says forcing himself inside me. That's when I  start crying uncontrollably. 'Emily wake up. It's just me' Then my eyes shoot open and go to punch the person in front of me. 'Its just me. See your safe. No one else is here just me' Jai says hugging me tighter than I've anyone has.