The Bad Girls Life

You trust me?

Emily's POV

So mums back home with Jamie. I've been feeling really ill for a couple of days. I haven't been going to school but that's no shock. But today the school are concerned that something has happened so there sending someone out to the house. I wake up to the noise of someone coming into my house. I walk down stairs to see Charlie stood there. 'Your mum called she wanted someone to be there when they came but your brother has classes all day so I came I hope you don't mind' He says looking at the floor stuffing both hands into his pockets.
'Okay. Don't be so nervous' I say laughing. 'Make your self at home' I say grabbing ice cream. 'So what were you like at school' I say throwing my self on the sofa.
'I wasn't popular but people knew who I was. I was bullied everyday the openly gay kid in a small community' He says.
'That's horrible. So what made you want to speak to my brother' I say passing him the tub and spoon.
'You. We have this rule that if someone calls you have to put it on loud speaker. You'd kicked off at a teacher and you called him. Plus his last name everyone knows about the name Wilks. No offence' He says.
'Non taken. So am I as bad as you thought' I say smiling.
'No not going to lie when. Your family invited me for dinner I was shitting it. I thought when your dad came that I was over. What you did was amazing I don't think I would have been able to do that' He says as I start laughing.
'What the punch or the standing up to him' I say as the door bell rings.
'Both. I'll get it' He says opening the door.

They've been in my house about 20 minutes. Talking to me about how my attendance is slipping. Or some shit like that. 'Emily the school have an offer for you. If you can get your grades up at least 2 grades then there willing you let your behaviour slip' The woman says.
'So as long as I pass I can do what I want' I say as they both nod. 'Can I have that in writing please' I say smiling.

When they finally go. Charlie is looking for his coat. 'So soon' I say laughing.
'Yeah. Your brother is meant to be cooking so I best be there on time' He says.
'Good luck with his cooking. You guys live together' I say.
'Um yeah not officially. He wanted you tell you. I shouldn't have said' He says.
'It's fine as long as he's happy that's all that matters' I say.

Since Charlie left I've been laid on the sofa outside staring at the sky. Watching it move. I must have fallen asleep at some point as when I wake up it slightly dark and I have a blanket over me. I stumble back into the house. Mum pops her head around the corner to see who it is. She rushes over to me running. I sit on the back of the sofa. She calls Jamie over he takes one look at me before lifting me up to carry me to the car.

I keep waking up and falling asleep. Chris sits at the side of me the whole time making sure that I'm okay.

The next time I wake up I'm in a room with my mum and Jacob sat either side of me. My eyes flutter open.
'Why am I in hospital' I say looking at them.
'We thought you had a stomach bug' My mums.
'I sense a but somewhere' I say smiling. I feel so weak.
'Your pregnant' Jacob says.
'How far along' I say.
'About 2 months ish. We will know more when you've had a scan' Jacob says.
'Who's is it' Mum says.
'I don't know' I say.
'What. I told you to always be careful. Why are you having sex without a condom anyway. How many people is it out of' Mum says angry then calming down again.
'2. I need to talk to Chris please' I say. As they both leave the room without an argument much to my surprise.

When he walks in I can tell he knows. He just sits at the side of me. All words have already been said. I was rapped and now I don't know if I'm having his baby or the man I still love but can't have a kid with either.

2 days later

Jai's parents let him stay off school with me as that's what I did when he was in hospital. I still haven't told him about that night. He just thinks it's Dan's. He borrowed his mums car today to bring me home from the hospital. As we lay down on my bed it all goes silent. 'It might not be Dan's' I say. As he kisses me head. 'That's okay as long as you know who they are' He says.
'That's the thing I don't. Please let me explain. When we didn't speak I went off the rails went to this club. I was walking out when he pushed me onto rubbish and rapped me. I don't know who he was' I say.
'It's okay. It not but you know what I mean. Who knows about him' He says.
'Chris. I don't know what I'm going to do' I say crying.
'We will get through this together. I promise your not on your own' He says hugging me. 'Anyway it might be Dan's yet. Speaking of him he called my mum yesterday asking if she knew if you were okay. She didn't say anything about it. She said if she wanted to know anything to call you or your mum' He says looking at me.
'You wanna go school tommrow' I say smirking.
'Sound like fun. But for now you need to sleep. I'll be here when you wake up. Em remember that no matter what you'll always have me beautiful' He says.