The Bad Girls Life

I'm back

Emilys POV

So I got excluded from school for 3 weeks for dangerous behaviour fighting and all round bad work effort. Fuck that I don't work. Instead of thinking about how I could improve my effort and Shit.  I went on holiday. I cut my hair from my arse to my armpit. Dyed it from blonde to nearly black. Started wearing glasses. I'm gonna try and improve my attention span and effort but only in some lessons.
Chris isn't getting weird looks for being the new kid anymore. No one says anything bad about him. James and I still haven't spoken. It's a Monday which mean sex ed then history then History that I get removed from so History. I get to spend all day with Dan which can't be that bad.
As I walk into class for the first time ever. I'm the first in so I go straight to the back and sit down. The class starts filling up. 'Can I sit here please' James says tapping the seat next to me. 'Yeah that's fine' I say clipping the end of the sentence like he did. 'Can I talk to you after this lesson at break' He says focusing on the board. 'Yeah that's fine I'll find you Yeah as I need to go somewhere first' I say semi lying. I dont need to go but I did say I was going to. 'That's fine I'll probably be in be cafeteria in the normal spot' He says smiling at me.
After the lesson I go to the staff room as it's part of my terms of being back at school to check on with all tears at the lounge at least once a day. As well as the the daily sessions with Dan.
As I go into the canteen I see James sat at are table where I've not seen him sat for a month. Alison sat with her bitch friends. 'I didn't think you'd come. I would have understood' Jai says with me still stood up looking at the group of the bitchist people ever. 'No matter what you'd said I would have still come over your sat alone. We were my Bestfriend' I say smiling sitting down. 'Were so we're not friends anymore' James says looking away from me. 'You were the one who ignored me for a month I'm not the one choose my girlfriend over my bestfriend' I say trying to get him to understand. 'That was wrong and I don't know how to make it upto you. I'm sorry' He says looking into my eyes. 'Its okay. All I want to know is why' I say as he hugs me. 'I dunno. I guess I though that she was right that you were crazy and I was better off without you. As soon as I said I didn't want to spend that weekend with you I regretted it. I needed my Bestfriend not a girlfriend. My mum was the one who brought it home to me when I said I missed you. She said if you miss her imagine how she feels you left her you made that decision. She was the only person who believes in you as much as me. And you left her for a girl she doesn't even like. I'm so sorry for everything I know where not gonna go back to how we were right away but I want I need my Bestfriend back' He says without breathing as bell goes. 'Jai I'm crazy we both know that. Your mum's the best. About the whole not going back to normal. I want that to like sooner the better. I need my Bestfriend back too. I love you' I say kissing his cheek at the end. 'I love you too' He says kissing mine.
Now we're stuck in are genuine History lesson. I'm so glad me and James are getting back to normal again. Once Dan's finished talking we hands us a worksheet out that I really don't want to do but I promised to make an effort. 'You know I hardly recognised you when you walked in earlier' He says handing me and James a worksheet. 'Thank you sir. I sort of needed a change' I say not looking up. As he drops a worksheet on the floor he's picks it up and whispers. 'Whatever you do. I'll still want you' As a blush like there's risky then there's plain as day flirting. When he walks away to help good kids at the front. 'So what's happen with you and Mr I'm going to make it clear that I wanna fuck you over a desk' James says as we start laughing. 'Nothing we kissed before I went away that's it nothing more nothing less. It's a good fucking job I told you straight away about us or you would definitely know he did make that I did clear' I say trying to fill the worksheet in. 'He does have a point about the whole new look thing. I like it. What are your plans for this weekend' He says adding are information together and the sheets. 'I am dress shopping with my mum. Why' I say knowing the answer. 'I was going to ask if you wanted a sleep over' He says with pleading eyes. 'I do Friday night at yours I'll go dress shopping pick you up on the way home so you can sleep at mine Saturday' I say fitting what I want to do with what I need to do. 'Yeah thank you so much your the best friend anyone could ask for like seriously. I don't have words. What are you dress shopping for by the way'  He says confused at the end. 'My mum's engagement party. You so have to come it's gonna be so funny' I say laughing. 'I'm there. Have a mentioned how much of a great person you are' He says again.  'Yes many times what happened with you and ali' I say cruching my mouth up in the corner. 'I realised I'd rather have my Bestfriend by my side than some girl' He says putting his head on my shoulder.