THAT'S DON'T YOU WANNA STAY BY KELLY CLARKSON AND JASON ALDEAN AND YES I KNOW ALMOST EVERYONE HATES COUNTRY, I HATE MOST OF THE NEWER COUNTRY BUT THIS SONG JUST KINDA FITS FOR THIS CHAPTER. PS I'M SO SORRY THIS IS LATE IN THE NIGHT BUT YEEEAAAAH
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I had hurt her.
I broke her.
I pushed her past the breaking point.
But here she is, asleep in my arms. Her tiny body look so frail and broken curled up next to me. Like she had been holding the entire world up on her tiny shoulders and now she's collapsed under the ruble. Her long, slightly tan legs are stretch out, every inch of her against me.
I still want to get closer.
Not physically, but emotionally. I need to know her. Know her story. Know everything.
I look down on her and I'm torn between happiness and sadness. She's here. Ella is here with me. It's everything I've every dreamed of. But this is the worst thing ever. She's broken. I need to take care of her.
How can I do this right? Her before my wants.
I can't have this go down like Saph. I couldn't.
I look down upon her and my brain in completely silent.
"Ella?"
She's still.
"I don't know how to help you. I failed the last time I tried to help someone." My voice shakes from thinking about Sapphire. "I'm going to help you. Even if it kills me. I have to make this right."
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Hi guys I'm so sorry this is short. I'm think about deleting both of my books.... I just hardly have the energy to write since my friend's death. Especially since this story deals with self harm and depression. Tell me what you think I should do. I'm sorry for being gone for so long
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