The Bad Girl and The Good Boy

Chapter Nineteen: Notefall

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! WE HIT 6000 READS ERRRMAGODDDD!!!! BLESS YOU ALL! AND ENJOY!

UNEDITED

Melissa's POV:

It's a new day which means a new start. I'm going back to school! I still haven't heard from Vanessa but I think she's already transferred. I don't care about my reputation anymore, since it practically went down the drain. But, I think I'm going to be hated on quite a lot actually. And I don't want to tarnish Jordan's reputation either. I was eating Lucky Charms for breakfast (because I'm going to need a ton of luck today) when my phone vibrated. Jordan had sent me a text.

Jordan: Hey can you pick me up?

I frowned a little. Does this dude not care about what people think about him in school?

Me: If you're seen with me in school, you're going to be picked on too. Sure I'll pick you up but, are you willing to risk your good reputation?

I was secretly hoping that at one point, he would mention the kiss.

Jordan: Eh, people have already seen us kiss. I'm being judged pretty hardcore. Plus, they don't see the real Melissa. What they think doesn't matter.

A blush crept onto my cheeks and I had to refrain myself from yelling out loud in joy.

HE'S NOT ASHAMED TO BRING IT UP!!! I began squealing and saying, "OMG" over and over again. Is this what all girls are like when they have crushes? When I had a crush on Alex, I just blushed and hid my face. Now I'm a full on fangirl. Damn. Kpop has really changed me.

Damn you Min Yoongi.

Okay, I need to calm down and reply to Jordan. Calm and collected. Calm and collected. Calm and- OMG HE BROUGHT UP THE KISS.

Geez, I'm like a little girl hyper on sugar.

Me: Alright then. Be ready in an hour.

Okay, that's pretty calm and collected right? Right?

Okay, I have an hour to make myself look presentable. Maybe I should wear a little less makeup, and wear more, comfortable clothes. Time for a shower. I stripped my clothes off and frowned at my sweat stains. Ew. I hopped into the shower and made sure "Playing With Fire" by BlackPink was playing. Funny. Having a crush is like playing with fire. You can admire the beauty of it or be burned by it.

I scrubbed hard at my body. I wanted to erase all the memories of me being touched my other boys. Boys who don't have any romantic feelings towards me. I made sure to use my favourite smelling body wash and my favourite shampoo. I smiled as I smelted the familiar smell of honey. I grinned in satisfaction as the warm water cascaded down my body.

(A/N: I have no idea why I'm describing the shower scene. Eh, I'm weird as shit though.)

Once I finished my shower and blow dried my hair, I put on a baggy shirt and some jeans. I slipped on a thin jacket, so I wouldn't get too hot, with a hoodie. I slipped on my converse. Okay make up. Maybe just some concealer. I applied some concealer to hide the small bags under my eyes. Okay, I looked normal. I smiled at the word. Normal. All I wanted to be was normal. I look normal now, right?

So, I should start with a normal look right? Then maybe, I'd move on to accepting Dad and Charlie are gone. A tear slipped from my eye. I wiped it away and shook my head. I can't be emotional all the time. I need to normal. Yes, normal.