SOTUS: SevenTeen Again

SevenTeen Again (6)

Arthit stared at Kongpob, holding his bag tight in his arms. His whole body was shaking with rage. He felt like crying, but restrained himself from it with all his might.

"I can explain all to you." said Kongpob with a desperate voice.

"I don't want to hear." Arthit answered back coldly.

".........Please P'...."

"Don't call me that! I am not your P'! He disappeared already!"

"No!", Kongpob's eyes were burning like fire in a second. He stepped quickly towards Arthit.

"Don't come close to me!" Arthit shouted and stepped back in terror. However, He couldn't stop Kongpob.

"You are here right before me!", Kongpob grabbed and pulled Arthit's arm roughly to him.

"Don't touch me, bastard!" Arthit strongly pushed Kongpob back from him. Kongpob fell backwards on to the floor.

"Listen, Arthit.....He is still inside you. He doesn't disappear. You can't say that."

"I like Namtarn. She is the only one I have cherished...... in my heart."

"It was over ages ago.", He gave a self-mocking laugh with his face in his hands.

"Shut up, bastard! Love is only one, not two!", Arthit shouted back, pure anger written on his face.

"..........Then....What about me.......?" Kongpob fixed him with a cold glare.

".................", Arthit looked away from him.

"What about me before you, huh? I have lost my love since that fucking accident!" Kongpob shouted up at Arthit, bursting into tears.

"........Love.....is only one for me.", Arthit hurried up his steps and quickly passed by Kongpob still sitting on the floor.

"He will come back to me!", Kongpob shouted back to Arthit walking away from him.

"He is my P', my Sun! It will never change!" Before he finished his sentence, the door slammed shut.

"It will never change.........", Kongpob kept shedding tears with his eyes closed tight.

A heavy silence descended over the whole house except for a faint noise from the refrigerator in the kitchen.

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On arriving at home, Arthit ran up to his room and locked his door for his mom not to come in. 

"Ai'Oon....please open the door.", Said his mom knocking on his door. 

"You intended to do it because I've been bothering you, mom!", Arthit cried out towards the door.

"Ai'Oon.....I know...You've been waiting for him.......", Her son would look at the door in the hospital at the same time eight o'clock every evening. It was around the time Kongpob usually visited her son. She had seen his son wander around the front door at that time 8 p.m  since his coming back home. 

"No! I didn't wait for him!",  Only her son hadn't realized it.

"You are so cruel to me.....How come you did it!", Arthit wept sadly and buried his face in the pillow. He couldn't help but sob away all the evening.

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That Night, Kongpob's House

When Kongpob woke up, Aim was there beside him lying on the bed. 'Did I faint?', He slowly collected himself. After Arthit had left him alone behind, he must have passed out in spite of himself. As the accumulated fatigue and stress for a long time swept over him all at once, he had no energy left to stay keen then.