Chapter 1
well lets start from the begining...
it was one winter day at school, we had art and i was feeling extra lovely that day. so my crush desided to sit at my table and then i was just like you know what im going to ask him out.. i did and we started dating.. we held hands, sat next to each other at lunch just about did everything a boyfriend and girlfriend were suppose to do. but then after one month of dating each other.. something bad happend.
~ it was maybe a Friday. and my friends old girlfriend wanted to talk to me so she pulled me away so we could talk and we were talking about her liking this boy and just stuff like that. so then i was going back to the table to sit down and shes says "I love you" and then all the boys at the table plus my boyfriend started calling me a lesbian! i was so upset that i went down to the end of the table. then my boyfriend comes down, and i was so mad i just let it all out- i said, u could have stood up for me down there but you didnt you just sat there laughing with the rest of them. he said sorry but i could tell he didnt mean it. then he desides to yell at me and says, "i get bitched at everyday by you!" so i was about to cry when he said that. like come on, i thought i loved you and i thought you loved me but i guess not. so i didnt find this out until a couple hours after school got out but my bestfriend went down to his table after he yelled at me and she said "i'll punch you if you yell at her again." i felt so loved and protected by my bestfriend. later that day i also found out that he had told his friends he was mad at me. ( i could see that one coming ) but im not real sure if i wanna go out with anyone for right now. i mean i thought me and him were going to be dating forever but you cant really think about stuff like that lasting forever because stuff like that doesnt last forever i was lucky it lasted for a month. but that day i kinda knew something was up... because that day he was acting like a jerk to me and everyone else. i knew he wasnt himself but i never thought it would have come to this. i was so heartbroken that i was sad for the rest of the day. i couldnt believe the only i loved could be so mean. its not everyday you find someone like that. i guess you have to just wait and see. but im kinda glad i found out now that he was a jerk then spending the rest of my life with him. what a mess. love is hard..
