Chapter 4
okay so i guess you could have said last night went pretty good. i didnt think it was going to be as boring as it was. i didnt feel the spark like i used to. it was gone. he looked really happy but not me. i just sat there.
at the resterant i saw my bestfriend. i hadnt seen her in a while because she had went to collge and i didnt. but when i saw here. i felt that spark.
i wasnt sure if i wanted to go out with someone who had hurt me alot before. so i just left the table and walked home. by the time i got home the phone was ringing like crazy. i answered and by supirse it was my bestfriend she had saw me at the resterant and she wanted to catch up.
so the next day we have coffe at Starbucks, and it turns out.. that theres a spark between us.....
after the coffe we went shopping and she stayed at my house that night. it was like the good old time. but different. i wasnt sure if i should tell her how i feel about her.
we just basicly met again. i dont wanna ruin our friendship by my feelings.
im not sure if i could tell her anyway.
