Chapter 9
its been almost a year since my bestfriends passing and i've almost gotten killed at least 3 times. first it was because i hadnt paid my dealer his money so he got his "pack" to come after me but luckily i hid well enough from them so they didnt find me. the second time there was another shooting in the mall and the guy almost shot me but this girl which i didnt even know jumped in front of me and saved my life. but for the third time it was my stupidness that caused me that. i had almost gotten run over by a car because i was stupid. nothing more to explain there.
everyday i thought about that girl and why she had jumped in front of me and risked her life for me instead of letting me die. i guess she saw something in me, or maybe she was just being nice. i dont know and again another answer i'll never know. if i keep getting in trouble and basicly forcing people to risk there lives for me everyone will be dead.
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its been about a month since the whole me almost dying thing and i've started making changes not only in my life but things about me too. if my bestfriend were still alive she would be proud of me i bet. but i honestly think this is the best me i've ever been. i've made some new friends and im living with one of them. i have a job and my family sorta loves me but i still hate them.
and to think i thought my life was a total hellhole. i guess not. well at least not for now...
A/N
Sorry this was a filler. nothing really happend. but im working on the next chapter which will be good i hope, idek. thanks anyways.
