Chapter 3
its been a couple years now after the whole thing with me and my ex-boyfriend thing. and all i've thought anout in those couple years were him. is that a sign? does that mean were suppose to get back together?
i had a dream last night. it was wonderful. me and him, we got back together and everything was perfect. now only if he had a phone then i would be talking to him right now.
"few days later"
okay so today is the day that my ex-boyfriend gets out of prison. im not sure if i should try to talk to him.
i wonder what he was thinking about while he was in prison. im kinda scared and excited at the same time.
i mean i havent seen him in 4 years.
i wonder if he remembers me? he has to because thats what got him in prison.
i hate thinking about that day. it was the worst.
i've been thinking, for a while now. and im going to see him, today.
im still trying to figure out what happend to us. i thought we were going to be dating forever. im still brokenhearted.
i have dreams about him every night.
i know that has to mean something. it has to.
okay so i just got back from his house and we talked about why we broke up. and just stuff about that. and he told me he was on drugs the day that he laughed at me and yelled at me. i guess i could understand but i just sat there nodding my head.
he also told me. that the reason he had come to rape me was because his drug dealer said if he didnt he was giving him the stuff anymore. so i guess thats understandable too, but i didnt speak at all for the first hour.
after i finally spoke he instantly fell in love with me. he said it brings him back to the good old times.
so i kept talking since it made him happy. after we talked most of the day. something just jumped inside of me!
i leaned forward and kissed him on the lips. i was so embarressed but i felt like i had to. it was meant to be. i couldnt help it.
after the kiss he just looked at me. i couldnt hold it in i told him. but he still just sat there and stared at me. so i thought that was me cue to leave. so i got my stuff and left. on my way down the front steps i heard him yell at me from his window. "meet me at 8!"
i felt the love back inside me. i felt us coming together. i felt AMAZING!
