"Max!" Christian half growled before jumping on me.
"Oh." I grunted, sitting up with him on my lap.
I realized that I was alone. Well, I guess I wouldn't do anything infront of Chris anyways.I put him down, and he runs and does his own things. I walk to the kitchen, and my parents are stading there. Of course. They locked the liquor cabinets. That isn't the only thing. We have a cupbord where we keep all the medicine, that too is locked. The knives are also gone. A drawer that isn't really ever used is now locked. They probably put them in there. Like I would ever cut myself on a kitchen uttensil. EW, no. I guess they are just trying to be safe....
"I look at my dad. His expression is so confusing. "Why, Max, why?" He asked. "I asked if you wanted help. you said no. You want to hurt yourself, why do you want to hurt all of us?"
I couldn't look at him. I'm selfish. I'm suicidal. The two together don't work."I am only alive right now, because of Evan. I was only alive all this time, because of Christain. I don't give a damn if I hurt you." I wasn't thinking as I sopke. The words just came out. They wern't too true. I have felt that way. And do now, but come on, I love my parents. But I wish, I just wish, I had either died from something when I was young, or my mom got an abortion.
"Mom...Dad...I'm sorry." I spoke, but now, am I really sorry, I don't think I am. But it'lll make them happy.. They came over and hugged me. "Don't do this, Max." They cried. "Please."
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Ficção AdolescenteMax is the first boy in the series 'I'm so sorry but it had to be done". IT follows his view throughout the suicide pact him and his four other friends made. The other ones are already started but won't be posted until this one is finished. THERE IS...
