"Do you want to stay home tomarrow?" my mom asked when we got home.
"i just want to get through today." I replied.
"Makes sense. And me and your Dad are going to help you." mom told me. I thought that I'd be aloud to go in my room. But instead mom sat me on the couch. I whipped off my pants, and watched tv. Mom sat in the chair next to me, and watched me. Knowing that she could loose me at any minute. "Max, can we please talk?" I muted the tv then looked at her. "Max, how long have you been like this?"
"Been like what, Mom."
"You know damn well, Max. How long have you been drinking? How long have you been randomly acting out? How long have you wanted to kill yourself, Max?"
Ibwas not liking the tone. Moms aren't suppose to talk to a kid like that, right? Maybe.. Oh god, I felt a feeling in my stomach. It went from burning hot to ice cold. It started to twist and turn, then ache. It hurt, and I got dizzy. I thought I was going to pass out. I stood up, and tried running to the bathroom. Walking faster, I lost my way. What the hell was happening! I closed my eyes. Why did I close them? Thought. I heard mom calling for me. I opened them , and walked straight into a metal shelf. I couple of things fell off, but I didn't care. I finally found the toilet, And bent over to release my...well you get it. I look in the toilet where my vomit it. I saw some blood, so I coughed to make sure I didn't puke it up. My head was throbbing and I placed my fingers to it. I released them and saw blood. I tried to look in the mirror, but threw up again, once tried to stand. My mom was behind me, rubbing my back, and signing sofly. I started to cry. "mom, I need help." I said between sobbing and vomiting.
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Teen FictionMax is the first boy in the series 'I'm so sorry but it had to be done". IT follows his view throughout the suicide pact him and his four other friends made. The other ones are already started but won't be posted until this one is finished. THERE IS...
