Secrets-Im so sorry but it had to be done 1

his goodbye

" he put up a struggle." the officer told me.

I was bawling. I didn't say goodbye this time. He didn't tell us. Evan, that bastard. He didn't fucking tell me!

"why would somebody strangle him?" I asked trying to seem innocent. I'm sure the others got a visit.

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I stood, in my black suit, as I watched then fill the whole of Evan. His mom was there, face of stone. His father came, there were tears, but hardly crying. His 8 half brothers were there. They hardly knew eachother. It was a fucked up family. I stood by Sandree, who stood by his mom. And the rest of his family. On the other side was Cierra, who wasn't to broken hearted, but still devastated. Brennen had his arms wrapped around her. My parents stood by the others, and Chris was in my arms. Everybody agrees that the three of us should be left alone, so say our final goodbye. We were suppose to. He didn't follow his own rule. Brennen's nose was starting to bleed, but it let it flow. He dropped to his knees. Brennen was next. And he was well aware. I got home, and whipped my clothes off, except my boxers. "max!" my dad hollered when he saw me head for my room. " your not going to be alone."

"Why?" I said in what my mom calls a "sassy tone".

"let's see, someone in this town killed two of your friends, Max. Oh, and I'm driving you to Evans house. His mom said there's some stuff for you.

"okay. I'll ask Cierra if she wants to come."

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I walk up to the door of the trailer. It's old, and a piece of shit, but that price of shit was once a home to two people. Now one person.

Evans mom greeted me with a hug. She then led me to Evans room, where a box of my stuff that Evan barrrowed lay. " this is yours, butbif you find anything else, you can have it. She cried. I went through the box. A bunch of the stuff was old movies, games, and clothes. I don't like to wear clothes that much, but Evan loved them. I sat and cried as I went through the things. The pictures. The memories. I saw an evelope at the bottom that read MAXI

Maxi, you were my true beat friend. Your like my brother. Only you can get real emotional, so like my sister. Anyways, I couldn't put you through thatbcrapnagain like what went down with Jude. So please Maxi, forgive me. I love ya, man. Remember #5.

I folded up the letter and placed it in my pocket I grabed the box, and asked if I could go through the stuff with the other guys. "I wouldn't want it any other way." she cried

Is this what I'm going to put my parents through? And Christian and Cierra?

But I joined. I joined the pact