We pulled into the drive way of my house we just sat in the car in silence. Marc was still holding my hand.
" How are you feeling?" Marc asked me.
" Like crap.... what did I do wrong? Why did he do this to me? I gave him 3 years I told him I loved him I almost gave myself to him" I said sobbing. Marc pulled me into a hug. After about 5 minutes he took me up stairs to my room he laid down with me and just whispered a hole bunch of nice things into my ear. I slowly closed my eyes.
I woke up with someones arms around me I looked next to me and saw Marc. I looked on my dresser I saw I had only a hour to get ready. I tried to get out of Marc arms but it only made it worse. His arms tightend around my waist.
" Marc come on you have to wake up we only have a hour to get up." I told him he still wasn't waking up. I guess I have to pull out the big guns.
" I guess I'm going to have to put the pictures up of you dressed as a princess on instagram." With that he jumped up.
"I'm up pleaseee dont ." He said with his puppy dog face.
" Fine but I have to shower you can go and shower in the guest restroom?" I told marc standing up walking to the restroom Marc was following close behind me.
" Are we can share?! It is way better for the envirment baby girl." He said with a cheeky grin. Leaning against the door way to the restroom.
" Don't push it are else those pictures are really going on instagram." I said with my own cheeky smile. His face completly changed after that. Haha I so just won this round.
" I'm going to go shower." He said with a scared little face. He tured and walked out of my room. I closed the door to my restroom and then I looked at my self in the mirror. What's wrong with me why am I so ugly its all my fault that he cheated with me. I should have just had sex with him. But I was scared I wasnt ready. I bet that's why he went with her cause all he wanted was sex. Why can't I just have sex with him he loves me and I love him maybe if I give myself to him that will show him hi much I really do love him. Then he won't need her any more. I didn't even notice it but I was crying. I got in the shower made sure all the sand was gone then I got out wrapped a towel around my body. I looked in the mirror one time and just started crying and screaming. I did something that I haven't down in a long time I
Cut.
I pulled out the razor blade brought it up to my arm and slide it across it felt so good. I loved this feeling I did it again and again but guess I forgot to lock the door cause Marc came in.
" Belle do you have a tow---- NO BELLE HE ISNT WORTH IT!" He yelled. He pulled picked me up sat me on top of the sink counter he got my wrist and wrapped then up. I was still crying cause Marc was whipping my tears.
All he said was " Why?"
" Cause I'm ugly nobody loves me I should of had sex with him maybe he would still be with me! I love him why can't anyone just love me back! I said sobbing Marc wrapped his arms around me.
" Belles I'm going to wait for you on your bed so you can change so we can finish our convertation." He said un wrapping his arms from around me. I was sad I loved the feeling I got when his arms were around me.
I put on a cute dress and a cartegin with flats I put on a little blush and maskcra. I walked out of the rest and found Marc sitting on the bed. I really haddent noticed this but he looked so sexy he had on a plain white v neck with black jeans. He had a big smirk on his face I guess he noticed me checking him out. I felt me cheeks heating up.
Marc patted on the bed telling me to sit with him. I sat next to him and put my head down.
" Look at me Belles" Marc said but I still just looked down he put his hand on my cheek and made me look at him...god his eyes were gourouese .
" Belle your the most prettest girl I have every scene. I love you so much it hurts! He wasn't the right guy for you cause if he was he should have waited till your ready not go off with the school slut! Your so perfect to me!" He said with a serious face.
I was in shock did he really just say that...urghhh...that made me want to kiss him more.
"You want to kiss me? " Marc said with a huge smirk on his face . Like the on a child gets when you give him candy. I really have to stop saying things out lound that I'm thinking. Before I could reply he crashed his lips on mine.
He had the softest lips in the world I felt firework slarks everything it was so much better than how it was with Javier this felt so right like I was me t to do this for the rest of my life. He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance I opened my mouth as our tongues fought for battle. I put my hands up his shirt his abs were so much better then I even imagined they felt so warm he put his arms around my neck pulling us closer to each other. I felt a little bulge in his pants that made me smirk through the kiss I was happy I could make him feel like this. Right then and there I knew the answer to the question I don't have a crush on my best friend I'm in love with him. He stared leaving little love bits all the way from my mouth to the crook of my neck. His hot breath was just beathing down on it. Tease much. He started suck ing on my neck trying to find my sweet spot. Ohh and let me tell you he found it. He sucked the hell out of my neck. I moaned. I started tugging on his hair for him to kiss me it didn't take him long to crash his lips back on mine. I feel as if his lips got like five times softer in the last five seconds. I wanted him. He was giving me pleasure that I haven't felt before with nobody. Not even Javier. This boy was going to be the death of me!
Right when I was going to pull away someone opened my door to my room.
" Since when did this happen I swear your gone for 2 months and you miss every thing" The person said with a little chuckle.
Me and Marc just pulled away from each other stood up straightend our selfs out.
" I thought you weren't coming till next week?" I asked my brother as he just smirks leaning on the door way.
" I wanted to suprise you mom already knew... but you still haven't answered my question when did this happen." He said pointing between me and Marc. Me and Marc looked at each other with ' WHAT THE HELL ARE WE GOING TO SAY FACE'.
But when I opened my mouth to say something mom called us down and told us to go eat. I looked at Marc with relief but I spoke to soon.
" Don't think I forgot about this! We are going to discuss it after dinner! Ohh and you might want to put some make up on those hickeys of yours." He said with a little devious smirk. I looked at Marc he had on a big as smile. I looked in the mirror I mean it can't be that bad.
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