Blurry's the one I'm not

thank you

"you know his promises aren't worth shit" Blurry hissed in anger, standing behind Tyler as he was washing his face and his slashed wrists.
"no. stop. he cares. he has to.."
"you know he doesn't. why would he? you're worthless anyway. he just needs someone to play music with, to get money" Blurryface was still trying to get in Tyler's thoughts.
"...why? why are you doing this?"
"i told you, i'm a psychopath"
"no. there has to be something else"
Blurryface hesitated for a moment and speaked "okay. you're better than me, okay? they all talk about how good of a singer you are, how good of a friend, a son you are. they never say anything about me. and i'm, obviously, better than you. atleast i don't cry about everything and i don't cut my wrists at any bad thing that happens just to josh could save you. he doesn't care about you. " he was pacing around the small bathroom, sliding his fingers across Tyler's neck, wanting to snap it. "but you're so stupid that you don't understand"

Tyler stepped out of the bathroom, sitting down besides Josh. he was curled up in a fluffy blanket, looking out the window and eating chips. he was wearing his own band's hoodie and Tyler quietly laughed at that. Tyler took a chip from Josh's hand and ate it "what you thinkin about?"
"nothing important, i guess. how you feeling?" Josh smiled at the boy beside him.
"it's okay. my wrist stings, but otherwise it's alright. sorry for.. what happened earlier.." Tyler sighed as he said it, looking down at his hands.
"don't worry. i'm glad i made it in time, i can't live with the thought that you could've died. did Blurry say something that made you do this?" Josh placed his hand on Tyler's knee, mentally sighing in relief when Tyler didn't flinch away from his touch. Tyler's soft, tired eyes met Josh's and it broke his heart seeing him so sad and tired.
"he.. said that i'm worthless and that stuff.. i don't really want to remember it or talk about it, sorry "
"you don't have to apologize, i understand. " Josh sligtly smiled at his friend.
Tyler unexpectedly hugged Josh tightly. "thanks Josh. for everything. just know that i really care about you. " Tyler said cuddling his face in Josh's neck. he smelled like peppermint. Tyler loved it.
Josh chuckled a little. "and i care about you, Ty. " he said brushing his hand through Tyler's soft, messy hair.
"he doesn't care" was still echoing in Tyler's head but he tried to ignore it. he felt happy, safe with Josh and he was scared to lose him.

They spent the rest of their rest day playing video games, eating tacos and practising their songs for the millionth time. they just loved to be around each other. though Tyler saw Blurry from time to time in the mirror or out the window or behind Josh, he tried to ignore it, just brush it off. they were enjoying every moment where Tyler seemed happy and Josh wasn't quietly sitting somewhere by himself.
and that made Blurryface furious.

// this is kinda a short filler or something idk lol. it's 4 am and i couldn't think of anything better than some lowkey cute stuff so ya there it was. xx //