I've been sad lately.
Not like I'm normally sad.
This is more of a grief.
I miss quite a few things.
I miss my kitty,
I miss my grandpa,
I miss something,
And I miss not worrying over every single thing.
My heart feels so empty.
So much has disappeared from it in such a short time.
And I know I know I'm melodramatic.
Boo hoo, my cat died, and now I'm sad.
But that was just the beginning.
Losing her made my heart lose its immunity.
It became weak and it would lose everything that made it whole.
I'm so tired of being less than what I was.
I'm so tired of searching for something I'll never find again.
I'm so tired.
