It happened again.
My emotional unavailability got in the way
And I was left behind.
My mind has been busy these past weeks.
So busy that I didn't notice what I was doing wrong
Until it was too late.
I was waiting to make a move
Until I had the ability to focus on it.
And I feel so oblivious.
She's off to find better fish in the sea,
And I'm left with an empty feeling again.
Both times they left me
It was my fault.
And I can't seem to learn from the past.
But here's to healing
And happiness.
For both of us.