This one might hurt.
Hayden POV
I sat in my room looking down at my phone staring at a contact name 'Bear♡'
I sighed as I heard all our memories and conversations flood through my head.
I looked up and saw myself.
I didn't look alive.
I was pale my eyes lost all color my body full of scars.
A tear fell out of my eye, but I wasn't sad.
I was never happy but I was never sad.
I was at a point where I couldn't feel anything.
I waited a moment and clicked the contact and it pulled up messages.
All it the messages said were "I love you" in many different languages or in weird ways.
I tapped the bottom and started to write a message.
I whispered to myself
"how can I say this without breaking?"
I sighed
"How can I put it down into words when its almost too much for me?"
I waited and started to type out.
'I loved and I loved you and I lost you. It hurts like hell..'
A tear fell down my cheek again onto the screen
I never got a reply back just a "read at 2:36am"
Senior year oh high school.
I went to the same school as alex but I couldn't remember what their voice sounded like.
She stared at me the next day as we sat in the same classroom
The final bell rang as I packed my bag and looked up to see alex staring at me I acted like I never saw them and I walked out the door.
My phone buzzed when I got into my car.
"I miss you more than I thought I would."
