I've run out of ideas to write about pls give me ideas
trigger warning.
Also I'm probably going to delete this.
Alex POV
Me and hks time together was coming to an end.
She had to go back home.
I didn't know it would be that scary having to say goodbye.
I guess it was the constant fear Hayden would forget me or replace me after she turned 18.
The scariest part was she was going to be 18 in 2 weeks..
We sat on my bed and all I could think about was her having to leave in the next coming hours.
Sometimes when I was down I'd ask her to sing for me.
She never sang in front of anyone else.
It was comforting knowing I was trusted enough for her to sing in front of me.
I asked a lot until we got into the car for me and her to go to the airport for her to go home.
"Just one more time Hayden. I want that to be a memory" I begged knowing we were closer to the airport
"I don't know alex. I'll cry." She looked down at her feet
"Oh okay. I guess" I said pulling into a space
She got out of the car and came over to my side and I got out scooping her into a bear hug.
with that we parted ways.
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The 2 weeks came she turned 18.
She said she was busy shed text me later.
Never got a text back
Then her 19th birthday came around.
Never got a text.
Then her 20th.
Never got that text.
21st birthday rolled around.
Come to find out she committed suicide on her 18th birthday.
I guess I should have know that 'I'm busy' was her goodbye.
Oops. I'm sorry.
