You are the reason .. (boyxboy)

7.open your heart

Lukas POV
We were actually able to focus on our project for two hours. I had a problem with him being so close and had to remind myself i need to focus. I touched him a few times on purpose just to see his reaction and i knew it distracted him every time.
"you hungry?" i asked after his stomach started making horrible sounds.
"amm..yeah..i think i should probably go home."
"my mum made us lasagna and i can heat it up "
"i don't know..it's pretty late already.maybe i should.." he looked at me for a second.
"i promise you won't regret it..please Aaron i don't like to eat alone"
"ok..but only if we can eat it in Gryffindor " he said smiling but avoiding my eyes.
I stood up quickly, afraid he might change his mind "i'll be right back"
I ran down, heated it and when i came back i liked what i saw. Aaron was sitting in the couch curled up reading something and wearing my hoodie. MY HOODIE.
"i..amm..i was cold so i hope you don't mind borrowing this" he said lookig down.
"it definitely looks better on you then it does on me,so you keep it"
He blushed.. And he looked so sweet i just stood there with plates in my hands staring at him..Boy am i in love.
"so lasagna smells nice" he said, probably to wake me up from my daydreaming.

We ate quietly and then continued with work. I lost track of time when his phone rang.
"hi aunt Sally..what? oooh..i'm sorry i didn't realize it's so late.. no i'm coming now..what? no no it's no problem..don't worry it's only five minutes walk..amm ok..just wait a minute " he finally looked at me blushing "she wants to talk to you " while he handed me the phone.
"hello?"
"hi Lukas..i wanted to ask you if it's ok that Aaron sleeps there? i don't want any of you boys wandering around outside this late"
I couldn't help but smile. He is mine for the whole night.
"yeah sure..no problem at all..we have a late start tomorrow morning anyway"
"great i will make you guys breakfast so come here when you wake up"
"ok"
"good night boys.. don't stay up to late"
Wow..I couldn't believe that just happened. I looked at Aaron and saw he was fighting his feelings.
"you think we should continue with the project?"
"i'm actually a bit tired.. i didn't sleep much this weekend "
He didn't sleep much? why didn't he sleep? what the hell was he doing then??
"so you had fun for the weekend?"
"yeah it was great.. i had a chance to catch up with.."
I didn't want him to go on because i had a feeling that whatever he was about to say will hurt me, so i just stopped him "who is Dylan??"
"amm..what? why do you want to know that? and how do you know about him??"
"well i do use facebook you know.. and you didn't answer my question "
"well i don't see a reason why i have to answer that Lukas"
Great. Just great.. The way he said it just proved he is mad at me.
He looked at me saying "soo.. how was your weekend?"
I got confused. He asked that still with anger in his voice.
"nothing special.. party on friday but you didn't miss much"
"oh really?? nothing special a?"
Shit i knew it straight away. He knows about me sleeping at Emilys house.
"well..i .. i drank too much actually "
"ohh.. "
"yeah i had to many shots so i was hangover for the whole weekend "
"and that's all?"
"mhm"
He stood up madly and walked to the door.
"Aaron? where are you going?"
"home"
F*ck.. i'm such an idiot.. i ran after him and caught him in the hall.
"Aaron wait please.. i don't want to you to go"
"i'm sure Emily won't mind coming here so you won't be alone"
I didn't know what to do. i was desperate and i didn't want to see him sad so i walked to him and kissed him.

Aarons POV
He kissed me. And although i wanted to push him away i just couldn't. Instead i kissed him back and felt his arms hugging me tight. It was all to much for me and i felt tears down my face. I finally managed to step away "NO Lukas! You don't ignore me for a week and then kiss me!"
I wanted to leave but he caught me and turned me around to see him.
"Aaron i'm so sorry.. please don't cry.. just give me a chance to explain please"
I stood there fighting my own battle. I knew i should leave but i just couldn't.
"fine.. then talk"
He took my hand and lead me back to the room "how about we take a shower and get ready for bed first..and i will explain everything afterwards?"
I knew he needed a reassurance that i will stay the night so i gave up "fine".
He brought me fresh clothes and showed me the bathroom. Saying he will use his parents bathroom he left.
When he came back i couldn't help but notice how hot he is with his wet hair. I knew my future depends on what he was about to say.

Lukas POV
I took a quick shower still feeling his lips.. I was still afraid that he won't be in my room when i come back and seeing him on the couch, wearing my hoodie again i knew i have to do everything i can not to loose him.
I set next to him and took a deep breath.
"i didn't sleep with Emily"
I saw he wanted to say something but kept quiet and just looked into my eyes.
"i drank to much.. i thought you will go to the party with us but Danny told me you went to see your friends.. and then i saw the picture of you and Dylan.. i was jealous and sad so i did the only thing i thought will help me forget..i drank.. Emily took me home but nothing happened.. Hearing me talk about the some picture and my jealousy made her realize i like someone else so she didn't push it.. we talked later and she told me she understands and is over me"
I looked at him hoping he will say something but he didn't.
"are you in love with that Dylan guy?"
I closed my eyes waiting for his answer. I was preparing myself for the worse when i felt his hand on my cheek.
"Lukas look at me"
I opened my eyes and he leaned closer and kissed me softly. My heart almost exploded.
"i didn't write that comment on facebook, my friends did. And it was their idea to put a pic of me and Dylan on.. They said that if you feel something for me you will get jealous "
"so you are not in love with Dylan?"
"Dylan is one of my best friends."
"ohh"
i'm in love with you, you fool"
After that i just threw myself into his hug and kissed him. I heard his giggle and i thought i never heard anything nicer then that.
"why did you run away last week? "
"i panicked.. it's not like i kiss a guy every day.. i realized i'm falling for you and it scared me"
"don't you think it would be fair to talk about it with me? i hardly survived that week..it hurt like hell"
"i know..i'm sorry " i said while kissing his face "i will never do that again i promise "

Aarons POV
He is mine. He is finally MINE!
I knew i had this stupid smile on my face but just couldn't help it. I had enough of heavy talk and wanted to lighten the mood.
"so i didn't know you sing"
He looked at me confused "what.. how?"
I picked up an album. I found it before, when he was in the kitchen. I just couldn't ignore it and found some school articles amoug the pictures about a talent show at school.. He won all three years.
Instead of saying anything i just picked up the album from behind my back.
He started laughing. "oh my mum made it for me.. she is extremely proud of my achievements "
"you definitely have to tell me everything "
"well i actually have everything on tapes and we can watch it. But not tonight because it's time we go to bed or we will look like zombies tomorrow "
We climbed up to his bed and i turned to see his beautiful face..We kissed and hugged tight. Before i drifted away i heard him whisper in my ear " i'm crazy in love with you Aaron"