You are the reason .. (boyxboy)

19. kiss me

Lukas POV
We came home from the show, just picking up a pizza on the way. We were both hungry, but i wasn't sure did we need food or each other more.
While locking the front door i felt Aaron dragging my hand as too hurry up. We came to the room and he kissed me so passionately like he never did before.
"did you mean what you said Lukas?"
I looked at him and saw there was still uncertainty in his eyes.
"Aaron i love you and i wanna be with you! You are the only person that can end what we have "
"i will never do that "
I kissed him again before i pulled him to the couch to eat. He just didn't stop kissing me and i had to push him of me. I loved it though. The idea of him not having enough of me.
"we need to eat. I hate cold pizza and i haven't eat anything for hours now."
He exhaled loudly and took a slice. When we finished it i turned to him and asked him if he wants to watch a movie. He shook his head to say no.
"what do you want to do then?"
"kiss me"
I felt his eager to come as close to me as possible. I lifted him so he sat on my lap. We didn't stop kissing until i touched his belly. He twiched at my touch and i remembered. I wanted to lift the shirt up to see but he was pushing it down.
"Luk no"
His eyes were wet when i raised my eyes from his stomach back to his eyes.
"Aaron please let me see it"
I knew he was fighting his own battle and after a few minutes he slowly lifted up.

Aarons POV
I was hoping he will never have to see it. But when he lifted the shirt his face expression drastically changed. It was a mix of hurt and pain. I saw tears down his face so i held his head in my hands and raised it to meet my eyes.
"i'm so sorry.. i'm so sorry "
"Luk don't please. i just got you back and i don't want anymore sadness."
He moved my hands from his face leaned to my stomach and kissed it. It was the most gentle kiss i ever felt. When i didn't say anything he understood it as my approval. He moved me closer and placed me down on the couch.
I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the moment. He took off my shirt and threw it to the floor. I could see his face change from pain to passion. I moved my hands under his shirt. He moaned quietly so i removed his shirt and pressed him closer. The touch of our skin brought tingling i never felt before.. Lukas kissed me hard pressing his body to mine. My hand moved to his jeans and i started unbuttoning it. He stopped kissing me and looked at me half amused half shocked "what are you doing Aaron?"
I was looking him in the eyes, not answering. My fingers finally unbuttoned it and i put my hands on his hips pushing his jeans down.
"aaron?"
"mhm?"
"are you sure babe?"
"do i look like i don't know what i'm doing?"
Saying that my hand moved behind his boxers. He was hard and i was impressed by the size. And he was impressed to.. or should i say surprised. He moaned even louder.
I took it in my hand and started moving up and down.
"oh god Aaron.."
I just loved him saying my name. I started sitting up and he looked at me confused. Once sitting i kissed him hard and leaned to him pushing him down so i was on top now. He smirked at me.
I kissed him again and then moved to his neck. i was putting extra soft kisses forst and then touched his neck with my tongue. I gently slide down his neck to his collarbone. I stopped there and looked at him.
"please don't stop"

Lukas POV
what was he doing to me? When his tongue touched my neck i had a feeling i will explode. Not to mention his hand in my boxers. I was going out of my mind. I was trying to concentrate but then he started moving his lips from my collarbone toward my belly.. Oh MY GOD! The feelings.. I never felt anything like it before..
His hands were on my waist again pushing my underwear down. And before i knew it i felt his lips moving down..My mind was screaming..

Aarons POV
I wasn't even overthinking it. I knew i wanted him..I wanted him now..It was my first time ever to get so far. Before there was kissing and maybe getting rid of the shirt..But now Lukas was naked under me. Boy was he beautiful.. And his moaning and trembling only encouraged me more. So after the gentle kissing i took him all in. I saw his fists clenched and i had a feeling he stopped breathing for a moment. I tried to be as gentle as possible moving my lips up and down.
"oh god Aaron..I won't be able to hold it much longer "
Saying that he tried to push me away. But i just kept it in my mouth.
"F*ck Aaroooon.."
I felt warmth in my mouth and i swallowed. He tasted sweet. I leaned away from him looking him in the eyes. I just loved what i saw.
"what..Why...aa..jeez Aaron..i.."
I started laughing. He never looked so confused before. I stood up and held his hand trying to lift him to stand.
"what are you doing?"
"come on we are taking a shower".

Lukas POV
My mind was spinning. Did he just gave me a BJ? Since when is he so cocky and confident? I just couldn't believe.. We never even talked about that..We were still in the cuddling phase and i didn't wanted to push him. And now he is the one leading everything.
We came to the bathroom and he removed his jeans and underwear. F*ck is he beautiful. Just seeing him naked made me hard again. He looked at me and smiled. I opened the water took his hand and pushed him to the shower with me. I kissed him hard while hugging him. Feeling his skin on mine made me dizzy.
"i love you so so much "
He opened his eyes and smiled "i know"
I don't know was the water to hot or was it the heat from out bodies i just felt like there is an overload of heat in the shower. I leaded closer kissing his neck now. He didn't make a sound but i felt his whole body trembling.
"Aaron are you cold?"
He moved his head slowly telling me no. I kept kissing him getting lower. It was time for him to enjoy. I mean i didn't get a BJ before. But nothing was worth mentioning after what Aaron did. I admit i was scared. I never did that before. I never even thought about it before Aaron. When i finally put my mouth around him i heard his moan. I couldn't believe how good it felt. I thought he was the one to enjoy it but moving my lips up and down, taking him all in, just made me want more.
He didn't last long just like me before. When i finally stood back up he hugged me tight and we just stood there for some time. We washed each other and i never thought doing that can be so sexy and hot. I explored every inch of his body kissing him from time to time and we would stay like that for hours if we would use all the hot water. We dried and i gave him a pair of my boxers. F*ck seeing him in them made ne horny as hell. He knew it and he smirked at me.
"what?"
"nothing.."
"oh come on Aaron don't give me that nothing attitude"
He smiled held my hand and lead me to my bed. When he laid down next to me he kissed me gently and whispered "i wanna feel you in me.. Make love to me Luk"