Aarons POV
I woke up in the middle of the night wet and shaking. My stomach hurt like hell. It was so bad i couldn't eat. The punching has been going on for the whole week. I was glad school was over for the weekend but my mood was terrible.
I was scared at what might happen next because Brian didn't show any interest in stopping with punches. It got worse every day and until friday i was freaked out just by the sound of closing locker, footsteps or someone speaking to loud. And what was even worse.. A week ago i was happily in love and i thought nothing can destroy that. A week later i was bullied on a daily basis, people assumed i'm gay without me saying anything and Lukas was avoiding me. I was trying to figure out what is up but couldn't get to him. I even went to see him today but his mum told me he is sleeping and is not well. The way she told me that i knew that's not the truth. Lukas didn't want to see me. And evwn id my stomach hurt, my heart hurt even worse. It is two in the morning and i was supposed to have a perfect day ahead. It was our anniversary. That is if we are actually still together. Boy i missed him.
Lukas POV
Yesterday Aaron came to see me. I asked mum not to let anyone up and she told him i'm sleeping. The truth was i was standing in the hall because i desperately needed to hear his voice. I regret that now because i made everything even worse, and i could hear how sad he is. I tell myself i'm an idiot every day but still don't have the guts to make it right again.
I woke up in the middle of the night like every other night since i avoided Aaron. I wonder every night if he is able to sleep, if his nightmares are back.
The whole week we exchanged a few texts, he tried to call me every evening until yesterday. And i'm afraid he won't be calling me again.
Danny send me a few texts also and i just wrote him back i will be back at school next week.
My mum knows something is happening and she asked me a few times. She gave up asking after Aaron left. She told me she doesn't know what is going on. And that i should know she felt Aaron desperation.that she is teady to listen and help but she will never lie and hurt Aaron again. She knows! Ok maybe she doesn't know, but she suspects! And she is ok with it! And i'm an idiot!
I looked at the phone to see what time it is and froze when i saw the date. F*ck it was our first anniversary..And i ignored him..how the heck can i make things right when i'm scared to admit who i really am.
I closed my eyes trying to fall back asleep when my phone beeped. Aaron is awake too.
>please tell you i can see you today?<
I stared at the ceiling, felt tears running down my face. I took the phone and answered before i would change my mind.
Aarons POV
>you can see me today ❤<
I looked at the text over and over again. My heart was beating like mad and i was more overwhelmed then when we first kissed. I just missed him so much so I took the phone and called him.
He answered after one ring "hi"
I took a deep breath convincing myself i'm finally hearing his voice "hei"
"ohh boy i missed you "
"i missed you to..i still miss you Lukas"
"i know.. i'm sorry "
"can i really see you tomorrow?"
"aha..you can come in the morning already "
"i'd love that"
"Aaron?"
"yeah"
"i'm sorry "
Aaron started crying again, overwhelmed just because of talking to him, so Lukas continued "how about sleeping now.. morning will come faster"
Lukas felt Aaron finally smiled, he didn't see him but knew exactly how his face looks like now.
"night Lukas..se you in the morning "
"night Aaron"
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