Levi x Reader [ oneshots ]

Me, Myself, & I. || Author's words

△That's not glow, that's oil🌚😂

Anyway, this is purely for myself. My current concerns and goals. I wanted to see how much I've changed (or improved, or not) when I reread this in the future. Thanks for reading if you did. (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ

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My Confidence.
: I'm a very confident person, but that only depends on my mood and the day. Other than that, I'm on a fragile balance with my confidence. I have more 'meh' and 'bad' days than 'damn girl' and 'yas queen slay' days. Which sucks shit.
: Goal - Learn to embrace the 'meh' and the 'bad' more. Ingrain it in my mind that I can't have good days everyday and that's okay because mistakes and failures are part of the process. Confidence isn't something everyone is born with, but that's okay because it can be honed and perfected. It just takes time, so go at your own pace.

My body + face.
: There are a lot of things I don't enjoy parading on my body. My flabby arms, the weird rings around my neck, my shorter legs, my back's hunch scar, my unusual nipples, the dark pigmentation on places I don't want them to be, my small button nose, and my uneven and crooked smile. TBH, I don't like how I don't like them. I should, in fact, embrace them proudly. Not everyone has what society thinks is 'the true standards of beauty' and a lot of people have what society calls 'ugly'. Which is total bs tbh.
: Goal - Learn to love all the parts of myself that I don't. Society can go suck my farts if they don't like how I am because no one's opinion of me matters more than mine.

It takes courage.
: I'm more of a cautious coward that a brave lion. I don't exactly hate it because I know the pros of being one, but I know the cons too. I'm more of the 'what if' girl than the 'oh well' girl. I take precaution so much that sometimes I piss myself off. Although, it has saved my ass more than I can count.
: Goal - Take some risks sometimes. Accumulate some 'oh wells'. What type of regret do you want? What type of regret is it worth? Of course, still be a little rational when going through it if you do, ok girl🌚✨.

My social-ness.
: Even the bloody title is awkward😂. I'm not a very socially adept person. I'm an introvert, but that doesn't mean I don't like to indulge myself in extroverted activities too. It's just the courage to speak to potential-friends, engage in a chat, going to a 'party', and all that social shit that has me up in the knots.
: Goal - Be more social. Have more guts. New friends means new drama, and you bloody love drama and gossip. (Not when it's my drama though, that's tiring. ) New places means new potential love interests and friends. Don't do anything you hate though.

My aspirations.
: I want to be a writer. I want to get a Masters. I want to get rich. I want to have more (real) friends. I want to meet someone🌚🌚🌚😂 who is everything I want, need, and more like I'm ready (I think). I want to be happier. I want to be more in touch with my emotions. I want to make my mom proud. I want to make my dad proud. I want to see the world change for the better. I want to know the universe's secrets. I want to meet Sebastian Stan & Tom Hiddleston and be their friend. I want to go to a Beyoncé concert and have my mind be blown to Pluto. I want to experience the runway as a model. I want to be confident af. I want to ace school, job(s), and life.
: Goal - I'm going to check all these off. At my own pace, of course.

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Thanks for reading up 'til here if you did (*'꒳'*)♡.

Y'all can do this too if you guys want. I think it's a good way to keep a tab on yourself and keep improving to be the kind of person you want to be.

IG: caasssk ✨