She's Back (on hold)

Chapter 3

"Birt? Britney?! Inahle! Exhale! Come on stop spacing out! Are you alright?" suddenly I was sorrouned by 3 of my friends all looking at me worriedly as they thought I was going crazy. 

"This time I really need air. Fresh air or I might puke," I said as I ran away from their grasp.

Luckily it only took me a munite to find the back doors of their beach house/mansion. I took of heels and instantly stepped on the sand that felt good under my feet. I had no trouble finding a sitting area where I could lean on a chair and breath some fresh air. I can't believe it has only been two days and I already had enough stress to deal with. Chad was back and he and Jessica were going to the same school I was going to go next week when I enroll again. I felt like I wanted to go another place like what I did last year but I knew it'd be no help since this whole thing was probably going to repeat itself. The life of Britney Deenfort will always be full of stress, drama and other complicared stuff and it was always me who got hurt the most. But I moved on. I told myself that all the good times I spent with Chad were nothing but fake. Then suddenly tears started streaming down my face.

"It must be cold out here," someone said from behind me as he ( I was certain that it was a he) put a jacket on me.

"Go away," I said but I wanted someone to hug me and comfort me, well my mom coudln't because she was too busy feeling happy.

"When somenoe is crying they shouldn't be lonely especially when its tears of sadness," I looked up and saw Keith with a concerned look on his face.

"Bryan was right. I'm the poor girl that Chad had messed up with. Gosh, I'm so stupid." I said as I laughed bitterly.

"Chad's an asshole if you feel stupid then he's a lot more stupider than you," Keith said fiercely.

Okay now that didn't really made sense. 

"Huh?" I asked.

"I'm sorry. You know I like you Brit and looking at you crying because some dumb jerk cheated on you," he said as he sat beside me and put an arm around me. I dind't object and leaned closer to him while wrapping his jacket tightly around me.

"Yeah well that dumb jerk is your cousin by the way. And are you sure you haven't moved on? I'm not really intrested in anyone right now," I said.

He looked me in the eye. His emerald eyes dazzling.

"You know well I'm not going to move on. Patience is my middle name trust me Brit I can wait forever. But the question is did you really moved on?" he asked.

And at that same time he asked that question my heart suddenly felt heavy.

"Of course I did," I said.

"Don't lie to me with that bullshit. I know you still have feelings for him, you wouldn't have cried if you didn't," he said.

"You're right I still have feeling for him. Feelings of hatred," I said bitterly.

"Moving on implies that you're done hating your ex," he said.

And now he was starting to annoy me.

"Oh shut up and mind your own business! If you just came down here to annoy me or something then you've done a pretty good job, Keith. I told you there's probably no chance I'm going to say yes to you okay? I just like you as a friend and nothing else. Here, take your jacket and go back to the party or if you won't then I will," I said as I threw his jacket to him and waited for to go.

"No you keep it Brit. I wasn't-"

"Just go Keith and don't you dare tell anyone where I am. If you really like me then just shut up and tell everybody I need some time alone," I said.