Sam and Colby Imagines!

When Deep Down, I Love You - Sam (2/2)

hey, make sure to read part 1 before this one!

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He walked out of the door.

Out of my life.

The door slammed behind him as he closed it. Intentional or not, I don't know.

I moped over to the couch and laid face first, letting the fabric soak up all my salty tears. I cried for probably 10 minutes straight, I only stopped because I ran out of tears.

I gave myself a massive headache from crying so much, I decided to take a couple pain-killers. I pushed myself up off of the couch and slowly walked over to my medicine cabinet. My reflection mocked me as I opened the cabinet. (a/n: the medicine cabinet had a mirror on the front of it, so she could see herself). I dug around the various bottles of medication, some of the bottles falling out of the cabinet and onto the floor, before I found the right one.

I grabbed the bottle and walked back out into the living room. I set the bottle on the granite countertop, and went to get a glass of water.

Once I had the water, I set it down on the countertop, next to the bottle of pills. I picked up the bottle of pills, and tried opening it.

Damn this childproof lid.

I tried opening it various ways until I almost gave up. Annoyed, I grabbed a pair of scissors and tried jamming it into the opening. That method actually ended up opening the bottle, but I ended up slicing my hand, and it also made the pills spill everywhere on the kitchen tile.

Just great.

I set the pair of bloody scissors on the countertop, and bent down to pick up a few pills, leaving the rest laying on the ground. As I stood back up, my front door busted open, to reveal Colby standing there. He looked worried and scared.

"No no no no, not you too." He said as he ran towards me, knocking the pills out of my hand. He looked at the bloody scissors, and he looked as if he was about to burst into tears. He looked behind me at the medicine cabinet, which had tons of pill bottles laying on the floor underneath it.

He looked back at me, his big blue eyes, were now red and puffy.

What he said had only now registered in my mind.

"Wait..... too?" I asked him.

He nodded slowly.

"What is that supposed to mean Colby?" I asked, staring into his eyes.

"S-Sam, I watched him take a bottle of pills into his bathroom and locked himself inside, and he won't come out, a-and I'm scared y/n."

"First of all, I'm not trying to commit suicide Colby. Second of all, are you 100% sure he carried the pills with him into his bathroom and locked the door?" I asked.

He nodded again slowly.

I-I don't understand. Why would Sam do this. There's no explanation that I know of.

"Take me there." I said. He nodded and we ran out to his car.

Once we arrived to their apartment, I sprinted inside and ran to their apartment. I slammed the door open and ran into Sam's room. I saw light coming from under the bathroom door and I heard slight sobs.

I slowly approached the door, and listened.

Sam was just mumbling and crying. I slowly tried to turn the door handle, but it wouldn't budge.

I took a deep breath.

"Sam?" I asked very calmly and gently.

The sobs and mumbling stopped.

"Sam?" I tried again.

He didn't respond.

"Sam." I stated, a little more anxious and worried than last time.

Again, no reply.

Fuck.

I thought quickly and took a bobby pin out of my hair. I quickly and quietly picked the lock on the bathroom door.

After a few attempts, the door unlocked. I slowly turned the handle and pushed the door open.

Sam was laying in the tub, fully clothed, with no injuries.

Thank god.

I looked around the bathroom and saw the bottle of pills laying on the counter, right next to the sink.

I looked back at Sam, he was looking directly at me, his eyes piercing into my soul. I knelt down next to the tub and ran my hand through his blonde locks.

Even if I can't love him as a partner, I can still love him as a best friend... right?

After a few minutes, only one question had come to my mind.

"Why?"

He just looked up at me, his eyes were droopy and his smile was faded.

"Because I realized something." He spoke, every word raspy.

"What did you realize?" I asked calmly, not wanting to break the comfortable silence until the room.

"I realized in an idiot."

"Sam, you are not an idiot. You are one of the most smartest, talented, kindest, generous, caring, honest people in the world. I could go on and on all day describing how great you are." I responded truthfully, he needs to know how great he is.

"You didn't let me finish y/n." He responded.

I stayed silent, letting him continue.

"I realized I'm an idiot, and idiot for denying my true feelings."

I was confused. His true feelings?

"What do you mean?" I asked him.

He looked back into my eyes.

"Y/n, deep down, I love you, and I've just been ignoring and denying my feelings towards you for so long, I didn't want to ruin our friendship. And when we were at your apartment, I didn't admit it, because I didn't think it was true. I didn't think it was possible for someone like you to love someone like me. But apparently it is... apparently it is."

Woah woah woah woah wait woah.

Did Sam just say what I think he said?

Yes, yes he did! Sam just admitted that he loves me too!

I just reached into the tub and hugged him. I never wanted to leave his arms. I finally felt comfortable and safe.

The moment only lasted for so long, before he pulled away. I watched him as he stood up and stepped out of the tub. He stood in front of me, and looked into my eyes.

"We met each other like a year ago, so I'm pretty sure we've known each other long enough for me to ask you this. Y/n, will you be my girlfriend?"

"Sam Golbach, you have no idea how long I've wanted you to say that." I smashed my lips onto his and we shared a passionate kiss. Sparks were flying everywhere.

We pulled away and he said,"And you have no idea how long I've wanted you to do that."

I blushed and pulled him closer for another kiss.

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-m