Rehab |A Chris brown story|

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Robyn
Once we reached the center, I checked Chris back in, then on his own he walked back to his room without saying a word.. He just looked down and walked away. I let out a deep sigh as Mary walked up to me. I rolled my eyes without showing her though..

Mary: " so.. What happened.."

Me: "nothing"

Mary: "nothing?.. You guys have been gone for 5 hours and nothing happened"

Me: "what would happen Mary. He doesn't talk or do much"

Mary: "oh."

Me: "well is there a job I could do before its time for me to go"

Chris
I'm done talking to Robyn. I took it too far.. I Even hung out with her. That can't happen again. I'm not meant to have friends especially not here.  I... I can't lead her on with this when I know I'll end up hurting her. I threw my shirt off and took off my pants and slipped on some shorts and curled up in my bed.. Alone.

I almost did it again...

My eyes watered up and I balled up my fists again.. Realizing what I was doing, I stopped. I put the pillow over my head and layed there for a few hours...

Robyn
I finished whatever Mary told me to do but I couldn't take my thoughts off of Chris..

Mary: "good now get everyone out here for dinner"

Me: "umm.. Ok."

I slowly made my way to all the rooms and got everyone to come out. I then reached a familiar door again. I... I slowly, shaking turned the knob. I walked in to see Chris laying there with a pillow over his head.

Me: "C-Chris.. It's d-dinner time if you w-wanna come out.."

He didn't say anything. So I walked over to him and sat next to him and slowly lifted up the pillow. With red eyes, he layed there staring up. He slowly shifted his eyes to me.

Chris: "we can't do this anymore. I can't talk to you. I'm a monster don't you get it?! I can't hurt you and I almost did today. So it's best if you let Mary handle me. I'm not coming out there. Goodbye Robyn"

Me: *tears up* "Chris don't.. You aren't a monster.." *brushes hands over his watering eyes*

Chris: *lays hands on top of mine and slowly takes them off* "just leave"

Me: "but Chris.."

Chris: "listen to me.. You are LYING if you are saying that I didn't scare you shitless from earlier.. I SCARE MYSELF! I don't want to hurt you Robyn and you have to understand. Me talking to you was the mistake I shouldn't have even done that"

Me: "Chris I can help you.. I can.," *rubs his hand"

Chris: "no Robyn" *snatches hand* "Just go help them eat please leave me alone.. I just need my space right now. An asshole like me deserves to be alone. Thank you for everything though."

Me: "I..." *sighs very deeply*

I got up slowly taking in my stare of him. Fighting back the tears I walk out of his room and tell Mary that he won't join today. I was then excused to go home at 9. As soon as I sat in my car I let all my tears stream down my face. Making my way home I thought about how happy he was today.. Going home I take all of his paintings and hang them in the wall of my room....

Chris
As soon as my door closed and Robyn left. I felt my heart slowly become cold again. I felt that darkness come back. I felt all of it. That lonely, sad feeling. It was all back again. I stared at the ceiling wondering when I'll get out of here. But then again what do I have to look forward to.. I should've stayed with mom in VA. She was right. LA wasn't meant for a country boy like me...

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