Chapter 1: Without You

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"I can't do this anymore!" I yelled.

"Jagiya calm down! You're blowing this out of proportion." Yoongi calmly stated.

I took a step back and gasped. "You shouldn't keep those you love behind cages. Eventually they'll find a way to be free and leave."

He glanced my way, "What are trying to say, huh? You want to leave me?"

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He glanced my way, "What are trying to say, huh? You want to leave me?"

"Noona, don't be rash. It's not wise to say things out of anger." Hoseok cut in.

"I'm way past the point of anger. I'm hollow, numb even..." I lowered my head to keep in the tears. "There's only so much I can take, Yoongi. I simply can't be with someone who's ashamed of me in the spotlight."

Yoongi stepped closer to me. "Jagiya, I didn't know you felt this way." His words sent me over the edge.

I grabbed my suitcase, "I've been telling you this for a year, and now when I'm threatening to leave you finally want to open up your ears and hear me out. Well, it's too late. If you don't want to be seen with me out in the open, then you don't deserve to be with me behind closed doors. Goodbye, Yoongi."

Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung embraced me in a hug. "I'm sorry guys. I tried to hold on like you said, but I refuse to be engaged in a one sided relationship."

Seokjin hugged me next. "I'm gonna miss you most." He said. 

I whispered in his ear, "I'll miss you too, Jin!"

Namjoon and Hoseok approached me next. "Can you help me carry my things to the car?" I asked them. They each picked up a suitcase and walked outside. I looked back at Yoongi, "I really do love you. I just wished you could have returned my affection." 

I started to leave when I felt arms wrap around my waist. This time I allowed the tears to fall. "Don't go! I want you to stay, Cheyenne." Yoongi cried. Yoongi turned me around so I was facing him. When I tried to slip out of his hold he kissed me. We broke apart panting.

"What you want may not be what you need." I caressed his cheek while gazing into his beautiful eyes. "Mianhae!"

I broke down crying on my way to Hoseok and Namjoon, who gladly took me in their arms. "I'm sorry! This isn't goodbye. I'll be back, but I need to know if this is really worth it. Take care of him for me, will ya?" They both nodded. "I'll keep in touch."

As I got in the van I told the driver to take me to the airport. "New York, I'm coming back home." I thought to myself. Once the driver pulled off I couldn't dare myself to look back. If I had I would've ran back into his arms. "Until we meet again, my love..."

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