don't blame me ❁ taylor swift and halsey

vix // everything has changed

"It's like a fucking train station jesus"
She went to the front door again and opened it.

It was her friend, Ellie.

"Heyyyy Tay!"

"Ellie!!!"

The two girls hugged "Come in!" Taylor beckoned the other girl in.

"Hey Ellie, meet Ashley."

Ashley puffed out smoke "Hii"

"Hey" Ellie waved shyly.

"Want a cup of tea?" Taylor asked.

Ellie nodded, as did Ashley. Taylor smirked at Ashley and pulled three mugs from the cupboard.

Ellie perched herself onto the armchair beside the couch.

"So where you from Ashley?" She asked Ashley.

"New Jersey"

"Ohh cool! I live up in Queens. How did you meet Taylor?" she tucked some hair behind her ear

"I tripped over her. I was in Bedstuy and she was outside a cafe reading and I tripped over her feet" Ashley smiled to herself as she recalled the memory.

Ellie giggled "That's kinda cute! I met her in a record shop, we both wanted a James Dean record"

"Ugh Tay has so many James Dean records, almost as many Nirvana ones I have" Ashley sat up

"You like Nirvana?"

"Hell yeah, I was raised on Biggie and Nivana" Ashley said, causing both Ellie and Taylor to giggle.

Taylor placed two mugs on the coffee table "The blue one is Ashley's and the flowery one is Ellie's"

"Thank you!" the two girls said at the same time.

Then, Taylor's phone rang. Taylor picked it up and answered it, while walking out of the room.

Ellie placed her cup back on the coffee table "So tell me, did Taylor do that?"

Ashley nearly spat out her tea "Do what?"

Ellie looked at her as if to say "You know what"

Ashley's hand automatically moved to cover the hickey "Yes"

(Inexplainable. Not even gonna try.)

Ellie smirked "Wow, Taylor fucking a girl! Is she good?"

(You made your mark on me, a golden tattoo.)

Ashley smiled as she recalled Taylor the night before. Her skirt falling to the floor. Her telling Ashley that she wasn't afraid anymore. The first time she saw her naked. The feeling of soft lips everywhere. Her fingers, her hands, her breathing, her moans, her heart beating faster and faster, her body on Ashley's, her tongue in every corner.

(Lord, save me, my drug is my baby)

Ashley bit her lip "Yeah she's pretty good"

"You were thinking about her, weren't you?"

Ashley nodded and Ellie smirked again, just as Taylor returned, the tears streaming down her face.

"Tay, what's wrong?" Ashley said, going over to her.

"Taylor?" Ellie ran over

Taylor leaned into Ashley and hugged Ellie "My mom died"

Ashley felt her heart breaking as she saw Taylor crumple and fall to the ground, clearly in pain and full of sadness. Ashley wanted to do something but she felt helpless.

"I'm so so sorry" she whispered, causing Taylor to sob harder.

"Hey, do you want me to go?" Ellie asked softly "I know you'll be looked after" she winked at Ashley

Taylor nodded and continued to cry "Thank you" she said inbetween sobs.

"Bye" Ashley mouthed, putting her arms around Taylor and pulled her closer to her chest.

They stayed on the floor for hours,just sobbing and surrounding themselves in sadness.