Unsteady

Sleep Over

-What.. What if your parents find out? I ask him.
-My father is Bi, our family supports LGBT more than anyone. And anyway, They know were just friends, it's just a shower after all, he replies.
I nod and go in the bathroom with him.
We are both in the shower, back to back. My head is filled with thoughts and questions. I turn around. I decide to wash Namjoons back. He chuckles.
I rest my chin on his shoulder.
-Namjoon-ah.. you know.. sometimes I ask myself.. do I want to be friends with you, or more than that? Yah.. you're incredibly attractive.. you know that? I tell him.
He laughs.
-I ask myself the same question sometimes, but we should probably stick to being friends, Taehyung-ah.
I nod in agreement.
-You.. you really think I'm attractive? He asks me.
-Yes, really!
He chuckles.
-Wow.. thanks, he replies.
I smile and wrap my arms around him from the back.
-I'm glad you're staying.. I tell him.
-I'm glad I'm staying too
I kiss the back of his neck.
He chuckles and says
-Taehyung-ah did you already forget what we agreed to earlier?
-Sorry.. It's hard to resist.
He smiles. I back up and continue washing myself. I suddenly feel Namjoons hands rubbing my back.
-Thanks, I tell him.
-The pleasure is all mine, he replies.
I laugh. I start shampooing my hair. Namjoon does the same.
After a few minutes, we get out of the shower. I put my clothes back on. He puts his Pajama on. I walk to the door. As I am walking out the front door, Namjoon comes running to me.
-Taehyung-ah.. why don't you just sleep here? He says to me.
-I, I don't want to bother you and your family. I'll just go back to the train, it's fine.
-Taehyung, you're not bothering anyone. Just come back in and sleep here.
I hesitate for a short moment.
-Th-thank you.
I walk back in and take my shoes off, again. He takes my hand and pulls me to his room. He then puts a pajama in my hands and tells me to change.
-Namjoon-ah I'm okay, I appreciate it but-
-Stop acting like you have a choice, I want you to go change in this. I want you to be as comfortable as possible, he says with a smile on his face.
-Fine, thank you.
I go to the bathroom and change.
"Oh my god.. It's sooooo comfortable!"
A smile appears on my face. This is the most comfortable thing I've ever worn! I go back to Namjoons room.
-Omo, you look so cute in that! He says.
We both laugh.
He grabs me and throws me on the bed. He then jumps in beside me. We are both laughing.
-Darn it, the lights, he says.
-I'll go get them, I offer.
-Thank you so much, he replies.
I get up and go turn the lights off.
I slide back into the bed covers.
We both fall asleep.