"That light, that light shines on my sins
Only the red blood falls, unable to be turned back"
I back up as soon as I realize what I have just done.
My mother doesn't seem to be aware of my step fathers dead body.
I run to my room, grab my coat and go outside.
I wander on the sidewalks. I look to my right and see a Church.
I get inside.
There isn't anyone. I decide to go sit on one of the benches. I rest my head on the back of the bench. A tear goes down my face.
I am sinner.
What am I doing here?
"Every day, I want to die even more
Let me take the punishment
Grant me absolution from my sins"
"Please"
Suicidal thoughts cross my mind.
"But I have Namjoon and Jungkook"
Now that I think about it, what am I gonna say to them?
Jungkook works for the POLICE.
I just killed my step father.
"Now deeper and deeper, the wound gets deeper
It's like a broken piece of glass that can't be turned back"
What have I done..
I decide to call Namjoon.
-Yeah? He says.
-Hyung.. I need to see you.
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Unsteady
FanfictionHe always wondered how it was to have normal parents, to have friends, or to have a partner. He thinks some people are simply born luckier than others. When his life suddenly starts being a little better, under the influence of all his darkest emoti...
