Jungkook looks at me.
-Are you alright? He asks me in the sweetest, most caring voice.
-I'm sorry Jungkook.. I'm just.. having trouble here.. hold on, I say.
I'm having trouble breathing. I suddenly start crying uncontrollably.
-Taehyung-ah! What's going on?! He asks me, worried. He places his hand on my cheek.
I push it away.
He looks at me confused.
-I.. I don't want to hurt you.. I'm such a mess.. I can't keep on living like this! I say.
I cry even more. Jungkook isn't sure what to do.
I curl up in a ball as my fists tighten.
-Taehyung..? He asks as he gently touches my shoulder.
My fist goes flying-and lands on his face.
He is staying still, in shock. His lip starts bleeding.
As soon as I realize what I just did, my eyes widen.
-Jungkook! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to, I, I,
I sigh and rest my head on the bed frame. I wipe away my tears and hug him. He hugs me back.
-It's gonna be ok, he whispers to me.
I shake my head.
It's not going to be ok.
He somehow manages to calm me and to get me back to normal.
He is so far the only one who can. He cuddles up behind me and we fall asleep.
-Dream-
His blood is everywhere. On my shirt, on the floor, on my hands. I panic. I look up and see his lifeless face. He collapses to the ground. I don't know what to do. I hear police sirens and cops burst into my house. I close my eyes and appear in a court. I look at the judge. He gets up and says the following words.
-Kim Taehyung, you are held responsible for the murders of 3 men. Your step father, Park Sungsu, the police officer Jeon Jungkook, and most recently, Kim Namjoon.
-Reality-
I wake up in shock. I gasp. Jungkook automatically wakes up as well. I sit up and take a moment to breathe. I look beside me, and see Jungkook staring at me with wide open eyes. I think about Namjoon and quickly grab my phone. I call him.
[Phone Call]
-Namjoon-ah!
-What is it?
-Ar-are you ok? I ask him.
-Yeah I'm fine, why?
-Nothing.. I reply.
I hang up and lay back down.
-What's going on? Jungkook asks me.
I turn around to face him. I put my hand on his cheek and lay a soft kiss on his lips.
-I'm sorry.. I tell him.
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Unsteady
FanfictionHe always wondered how it was to have normal parents, to have friends, or to have a partner. He thinks some people are simply born luckier than others. When his life suddenly starts being a little better, under the influence of all his darkest emoti...
