Flaws

My lowest?

I hate school, I have to deal with this dumb shit he starts. I see him talking to that bitch,

 I'm so nervous..my heart racing fast

I have to confront this stupid excuse of a problem.

As I walked up to them conversanting, the girl notices me and signals him that I'm there. He turns around to see me pissed.

"What the fuck is your problem Anthony!".

He has his mad look on his face.

He tries turning back around, I grabbed him by the shoulder

"Look at me asshole!". I protested.

"Don't fucking touch me Alesana, go talk to the other guys you fuck around with!". He shouted at me. 

"Really? This again! What the fuck, that's not an excuse to be flirting with other girls!". I shouted back.

I looked around and realize a crowd was forming. I walked off.

Anthony bellows, "Alesana!", as I walked off. He follows me, to the back of the girl's locker room.

He stops me, he was still pissed and he pushed me against the wall. "Stop!", I cried. I had my hand out covering my face, he grabs them down hard. It hurt alot. "No. I'm not gonna stop." he said to me, I looked away from him, with nothing but tears running down my face. Fucking disgusting I felt.

"Look at me.", he said softly. "LOOK AT ME!", he raised his voice. He pushed me harder towards the wall and pulls my face in for a kiss.

"You're fucking stupid, but I love you. Stop with this bullshit you pull..", he told me, but he continues. "I know you do this on purpose, fucking stop already or I'll make you stop.", He starts being distant again.

He neglect me again for majority of the day. He didn't stop, he was still talking to her.

Til lunch a friend from one of my classes comfort me while I cried my eyes out. That day I guess he saw, and broke up with me. I was hurt, although the hit me and shoved me, he made me feel like he loved me more than anything, but only in secret. 

Behind closed doors.

He flirted with all the other girls around me. While I was miserable.

Asshole.