Flaws

Climbing up

As Jonny and I texted back and forth, so much has been said. Everything about our previous relationships, how bad they were, how messed up things end up ugly. 

After all the cheating, and lies we were told by our significant other. We found common ground their. Being hurt all the time, and we weren't dating at all, but he would tell me I would be the perfect girlfriend he dreamt of.  

Me being the curious cat I am, I asked him, "Why, me?, Why did you want to talk to me?", He confessed to me, "Honestly I don't know you're cute. I used to been a punk kid back then and you dressed punk and I guess that's what got me.", I said "That's it?", he continued, "That and you're kinda mysterious, like I wanna know who you are.", I joked about it saying it was probably because of my emo looks.

We only got to see eachother on the weekends, since I was a full-time student at the community college. This is where my good girl streak breaks.

One of my Friday classes cancelled, I planned to sneak Jonny in my room to stay over night, as much as he wanted to he was worried that my older brother will find out. Since afterall, he was friends with him.
So, I decided what if I were to sneakout. 

I snuck out, and met him up the street in his car, and that's when we first kissed eachother on the lips. He looked at me and said, "I been waiting for that to happen.", I just gave a soft smile, I was flustered, felt red.

He notices me and teases, he knew I hated people touching my hair. Prior to this night, when we text eachother, he kept telling me how much he wanted to kiss me, hold me, and play with my hair, and see me blush. 

He just knew how to make my knees weak. He pats my head, and I moved his hand off, he knows I don't like my hair being touched. He took me to his home, snuck me in his room, I didn't want anything to happen tonight.

"Well this is my room.", Jonny announced. Green, small space, no bed but a mattress. 

He gestured me to sit on the mattress. I took off my shoes and placed my backpack down. As I sat on the mattress, he threw white sheets at me, "I just put these in the dryer so they should be warm.", he said. They were warm. He takes off his shirt and lays by me and laid me down with him, he was pulling in for a kiss, I was shy so I looked away. He didn't want to play games, so he tried grabbing my face. I placed my hand in front, and he stopped and smiled at me, I stayed quiet most of the time. He got up and said, "I'll be back I'ma take Nyquil."

He did mention to me he had trouble sleeping, I went under the covers, and laid like that trying to sleep. 

I couldn't fall asleep in 3 minutes, still under the sheets I heard his door open, and he started laughing. I popped my head out to see what he was laughing at, "You made a fort out of the sheets.", ohh he's laughing at me.

"You're just jealous.", I said as I was returning back under the sheets, he laid on top of me, "You're so cute.", he said and starting feeling for my face and kissed my face through the sheets.

I was too flustered, I didn't want to get out eventually he stopped and laid down, about to fall asleep.

I'm a very affectionate person, I cuddle with a pillow at night. So, I moved towards him, laid my head on his chest, as soon as i was comfortable he moved on top of me and starting kissing me. He moved down my neck, biting, licking, and sucking on my neck. 

It was the first time anyone has done to me, and it felt nice, romantic in anyway.

We kissed and kissed, eventually I was on top of him. I decided to stop and sleep by his side. 

I know when someone leaves my side, for some reason I guess he just wasn't the type of guy who loves to cuddle. He was far from me and I would move to him and he'll move away. I got annoyed and poked him, he jumped up and laughed, and went at it again, started kissing me.

Soon this play thing ended and fell asleep.

He took me to breakfast that evening and dropped me back home, kissed me bye.

We kept texting and texting every night.