The silence of your house that night was broken by your phone's ringing loudly. You who is washing the dishes, quickly wash your hands and run towards the phone to see who's calling at this hour.
'TaeHyung'
You clenched your teeth. Hesitant, whether to answer or not. The phone keep ringing, until it's limit to reached VoiceMail box.
The ringing stopped. You still standing there in silence. Looking at the screen. '1 missed call from TaeHyung'
What do you want this time Tae? Wouldn't it be enough to broke my heart once? And now you're coming back for more? Can't you just let me go?
Walking back to the sink, continue whatever you left just now, and trying to distract your mind on what purpose that your ex called after 4 months disappeared with no news since. As usual, whenever you're stress out or try to distract yourself, you will open the fridge and grab a whole lot of chocolate bars, sitting on your bed and eat all of them by your own. And yup, you're doing it now.
'Jang jang! You've got a message pabo ya~~" cute toddler voice came out from your phone as a signed of notification. You reached your phone and read it. 'You've got one unheard voicemail, call 100 to listen. It will be deleted after 24 hours.'
You knew who it's from, definitely TaeHyung. Well, he's the one who trying to call you, and you didn't answer it. You pressed your keypad numbers 100. 'You have one unheard voicemail. One.." female robotic voice was heard. You inhale deeply, trying to calm yourself and be prepare of what you are about to hear in the voicemail.
"Hey... It's me.... Dr-drunk voicemaaaiill~~ *hiccup* Well, im not that drunk yet~ I still know how to use the phone tho.. haha.." TaeHyung's deep voice was heard at the end of the line. His voice getting more husky when he's drunk, and his intonation are super slur right now. You bite your lower lips. Only God knows how much you missed that voice.
"I knoww this is a bad ideaa.. And-and you know i don't drink tho.. but i do drinks nowww~~ hmm.. i don't even know what to say before i dialed your number. Well, i glad you didn't pick up.. *hiccup* but i.. *sniff his stuffy nose* i- i miss you~~"
A drop of tear escape your eyes, rolling down your cheek. You stop chewing your snack. You silly! Why did u drink? And did you know how i miss you so much?
"I know that we're didn't worked out well. Just...just don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to get us back together.*cold-laugh* cause i know, you wont..*whisper* but i want *hiccup* to let you know something. And i think, i should let you know before tho.. *Sniff* I miss you so much, i miss everything about you. Your smile, your laugh, your words, your....your love.. And..... i should let you know before how i feel *hiccup* about us.. i know that i don't always talk about my deepest feelings, even with you... but i...i missed being yours.. *silence for moment, and whisper to himself 'where am I?'*
"You know... the thoughts that you are no longer mine, and you're no longer calling me yours.... that's what really kills me. *exhale in frustration* I never told you how much you mean to me. And ya, that's my fault. That's my faullltt. Because i should've let you know, how much you mean to me and how much i....i love you...so much.."
TaeHyung silence for a moment, and he's tried so hard to hide the fact that he's crying. Taking a deep breath, and continue...
"It was my pride, my ego, my selfishness that insist me not to let you know all that. *sniff* Im sorry for what happened, I'm sorry things didn't worked out as what you've planned, and I'm... I'm sorry that im not for you...anymore. Hmmm... But at least, now i have *hiccup* told you, what you supposed to know.. Eventhough it's too late now. Anyway, don't worry, i won't disturb you anymore. But, there's one last thing i want to tell you.. You're the best thing that ever happened to my life. And im...im not regret anything about it." *Taehyung wipes his tears*
"Can.. can I call u 'Love'? Like i did before? Just... just for this one last time.... *hiccup* Take care Love.. I miss you."
One long beep sound heard at the end of the line, telling that was the end if the voicemail. You ended the call. Threw your phone across the bed.
You couldn't help it anymore, you burst out crying so hard on TaeHyung's voicemail. And probably it will be the last voicemail that you ever gonna receive from him.
You loves him so very much. Eventho, he hurts you, but the love that you got for TaeHyung, didn't change for a bit.
The thoughts that they're missing each other and still has the flame towards it, but couldn't do anything about it, are the most painful thing that could ever happened.
You cried yourself to sleep that night.
"I miss you TaeHyung. And I love you so much"
............
-The end-
P/s : Inspired by Cardlin. Im sorry if this was bad and my language are awful. Just so you know English aren't my first language. But i will keep learning.
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