lose yourself ↠ jb

Betrayed

*when it gets down to Justin's pov, play his song Sorry*

Ashlynn

Justin swallowed hard as his eyes met mine.

"Baby--"

"Who the fuck is she?!"

I said, practically screaming.

"A friend."

He said dryly.

"Stop lying! She is not just a fucking friend if you're going to Mexico with her!"

He face palmed himself and ran his hands through his golden blonde locks.

"I can explain--"

"I don't want to hear it!"

He opened his mouth to speak, but then stopped.

With one swift movement he was towering over me.

"Please, baby girl, calm down."

He placed his hands on my shoulders and leaned in to kiss me.

I tilted my head to avoid it.

"Get out."

I said quietly.

"You're fucking kidding me right?"

"I said, get out!"

I pointed to the door and looked up at Justin.

Tears were welling up in my eyes now.

"How could you? You promised me!"

Justin stayed quiet and looked at the ground.

After two or three minutes, he broke the silence.

"Do you really want me to go?"

He said in a low, almost vibrating tone.

I stayed silent, letting tears fall down my cheeks.

"I'll leave."

I pushed past him and started up to my room.

As soon as my foot touched the first stair, his hand caught my arm.

I turned around and looked up at him.

His eyes were glazed over, brimming with tears.

His words came out choppy, as if he was gasping for air.

"Please, don't leave without saying goodbye."

I choked back tears and looked him in the eyes.

With a slight shake of my head, tears began to fall down his cheeks.

"Ashlynn!"

He yelled after me as I walked up to my room.

"Don't leave me!"

He sounded desperate, like a little boy crying for his mother.

I stopped at the top of the stairs and looked down at him.

Tears were streaming down his flushed, rosy cheeks, and his lip was trembling.

I stuck my middle finger out at him and slammed the door behind me.

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Justin

I stared up at Ashlynn, her brownish blonde hair resting loosely on her shoulders.

Tears fell down my cheeks and neck, and I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest and stomped on.

With one swift movement of her arm, she flipped me off and slammed her bedroom door shut, leaving me like a puddle of goo and tears.