lose yourself ↠ jb

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*IDFC - Blackbear*

*sorry but i still love the Weeknd, even if "that shit's wack"*

Justin

I stood awkwardly next to Sofia, trying to avoid any "physical" contact.

"I've never been to Mexico, have you?"

She said, randomly.

I scratched my head and looked away.

"Yeah, I have."

She smiled and wrapped her arm around mine.

"I love your voice. It's like a chorus of angels."

I rolled my eyes and tried to act like I was loving it.

"As does yours."

I said, trying to sound enthusiastic about the whole situation.

"Did you break up with her yet?"

"Who?"

I asked, knowing it would annoy her.

"Don't be a dumbass. Ashlynn, did you break up with her?"

"Oh! Yeah, yeah I did."

Sofia smiled and boarded the plane with me.

I got a window seat, and Sofia sat on the end.

I leaned my head against the window and sighed.

What was I doing?

First I lied to Ashlynn, then I had sex with her, then I lied to her again, and actually was on my way to Mexico.

"Fuck."

I said quietly.

"What?"

My eyes opened as wide as plates, knowing Sofia heard.

"Nothing, I'm just tired."

"So am I."

She said, laying her head on my lap.

I rolled my eyes and placed my hand on her head.

Within five minutes, Sofia was asleep, leaving me with more then enough time to think.

All I had to do was spend four days in Mexico.

Four, short days.

If Sofia talked through them, four long, bitchy days.

I leaned my head back on the airplane seat and exhaled.

What had I gotten myself into this time?

A message popped up on my phone, alerting me of....something.

It was a text from Scooter; Look on TMZ.

What the hell was that supposed to mean?

I furrowed my brows and swiped the text away.

A picture of Ashlynn appeared on my screen.

I smiled, looking at her tiny, delicate figure.

Shaking myself out of my thoughts, I unlocked my phone and typed in my name.

It's fun, you know it is.

An article came up, apparently talking about me and Sofia.