lose yourself ↠ jb

Acceptance

Justin

I rolled over in bed and flickered my eyes open.

"Morning baby."

Seeing there was no response, i drug my hand across my face as rubbed my eyes.

Right.

Ashlynn wasn't there.

I bit the skin inside my cheek and got out of bed.

The good news was, I got to see her today.

God knows I couldn't wait for that.

I couldn't wait to touch her perfect body, every inch of it.

I couldn't wait to hear her scream my name.

I couldn't wait to feel myself inside of her again, her tight walls closing around my dick.

A sharp "pain" went through my erection and legs.

She wasn't even here and she had given me a boner.

Slut.

Hot ass slut.

Perfect slut.

My slut.

Just then, my phone buzzed.

I smirked and picked it up.

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9:47AM from Princess👑

morning baby
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9:47AM to Princess👑

i was just thinking about you

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9:48AM from Princess👑

you didn't get a boner did you?
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9:50AM to Princess👑

well of course i did.
i was horny don't judge babe.
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9:51AM from Princess👑

lol you're so dumb.
i can't wait to see you.
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9:51AM to Princess👑

I'll see you at 12 baby, love you.
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9:52AM from Princess👑

i love you too.
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I got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom.

I splashed the warm water on my face and rubbed my eyes again.

Ashlynn's bathrobe hung on the door, untouched.

I sighed.

God I missed her.

I turned on the shower and stepped under.

The warm, soothing water cascaded down my body.

I ran my hands through my hair and bit the inside of my cheek in attempts to shake fantasies out of my head.

Maybe she was having fantasies too.

I mean, I'm Justin Fucking Bieber!

My god I need to stop complimenting myself.

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Ashlynn

I rose out of bed and stretched.

My first night in months without sleeping with Justin was total hell.

I sprung up, slipped on a bathrobe, and walked downstairs.

"Morning sweetie."

My dad cooed from the table.

I smiled and poured myself a bowl of cereal.

"Look what came today."

My father said, holding a large orange envelope.

"Is that my college application?"

I said, taking it from his hands.

"It most certainly is."

I smiled and ripped open the packaging.

My eyes scanned over the paper.

I got in.

"I-I can't believe it! I got in!"

I jumped up and wrapped my arms around my fathers neck.

"Congratulations sweetie! We're happy for you!"

I smiled and continued to eat my breakfast.

Then it hit me.

I wouldn't be with Justin.

He would be all alone on tour.

He was lonely without me.

Standing up, and realizing I had lost my appetite, I walked upstairs and began to get dressed.

"My god this is awful."

I said to myself.

I loved Justin, so so much, but I also needed to further my education.

I needed to tell him.

But was I?

Hell no.

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OKAY HI GUYS SORRY IM AN ASS AT UPDATING BUT IVE BEEN WORKING ON A NEW BOOK! I HAVE ALMOST FINISHED WRITING CHAPTER ONE, BUT IT IS A JASON MCCANN FANFICTION SO I THINK YOU GUYS WILL LIKE IT!!! ALSO SORRY FOR A SHORT CHAPTER IVE HAD WRITERS BLOCK